Safe Haven - Book One [BxB|18+]✓

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As the day passed by, Kai's attraction refuses to fade away. In fact, it's getting stronger.

Every night in bed, he can't help but think about Eden both in his mind and in dreams. He kept on seeing the way those plump chestnut lips stretch and curved into a warm and comforting smile. How the glistening pair of brown doe eyes twinkle in delight when the sun hits them. Or how the raven hair cascade and flows as the boy's head tilts when confused.

The sight fuels the feeling, and it feels as if it drowns Kai in frustration. Rationality keeps on getting set aside whenever Eden's in his mind. It doesn't help as well after knowing how mature Eden's personality is that it makes the 7 years gap between them irrelevant.

Kai let out another sigh and decides to just attempt to empty his mind. Lying on the bed, gazing at the dark ceiling of his room, while waiting for the never-arriving drowsiness to come.

Shit, hopefully, he doesn't dream about a certain boy tonight. But what if he will? 

Kai really has to find a way to stop this feeling. He even contemplates whether to call Bright in this wee hour time. But the last time Kai did,  Bright immediately flipped out on him. So he just threw away that idea.

Let's just try to sleep. Kai, let's count the sheep jumping over the fence.

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Yesterday night, Kai counted as many as one thousand eight hundred thirty-three sheep to jump over one fence. And all that effort still wasn't able to get him a good night's sleep.

He must be getting crazy. This is totally not normal.

With the pair of dark spots visible underneath his eyes, Kai glances in the younger boy's direction. The restraint in his heart is useless as the attraction towards Eden is undeniable. Adding that he had tasted a little bit of intimacy from the kiss, the feeling successfully imprint more inside of him.

"Are you okay?"

Kai flinches in surprise and notices that Eden had now looked back at him with a worried gaze. The boy then points at the latter's own under-eye while tilting his head adorably to the right. To answer this, Kai let out a nodding gesture before forcing a small smile and tearing his gaze away from those doe eyes.

With the older now avoiding his stare, Eden softly sighed as he brings his left dainty hand to pat his own chest. It stings a little when knowing that the person you've attracted to is visibly trying to be away from you. But this is the right thing to do considering their gap and how young Eden is. And with the adolescent hormones raging, it is unprevented that Eden will have wet dreams with Kai as the other main role.

...I know... Shocking right?

Eden never denies his sexuality. He has always been attracted to guys. But even so, he never dated and did not even have the slightest idea of how to be romantic. The previous crushes he had were just puppy love. They never lead to any relationship.

Come on Eden, think of how old he is. Not how handsome he is.

"Eden."

The older's calling startles Eden as he quickly turns back to the latter, "Hmm?" 

"How do I fix this?" Kai suddenly asks with desperation shown in the latter's onyx orbs. 

Eden looks at him confusedly and subconsciously tilts his head, "What do you mean? Did you just break something?"