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Chapter 16

Yuqi's POV

Shallow by lady gaga and Bradley Cooper

Tell me somethin', girl
Are you happy in this modern world?
Or do you need more?
Is there somethin' else you're searchin' for?
I'm falling
In all the good times I find myself
Longin' for change
And in the bad times I fear myself
Tell me something, boy
Aren't you tired tryin' to fill that void?
Or do you need more?
Ain't it hard keeping it so hardcore?
I'm falling
In all the good times I find myself
Longing for a change
And in the bad times I fear myself
I'm off the deep end, watch as I dive in
I'll never meet the ground
Crash through the surface, where they can't hurt us
We're far from the shallow now
In the shallow, shallow
In the shallow, shallow
In the shallow, shallow
We're far from the shallow now
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Whoah
I'm off the deep end, watch as I dive in
I'll never meet the ground
Crash through the surface, where they can't hurt us
We're far from the shallow now
In the shallow, shallow
In the shallow, shallow
In the shallow, shallow
We're far from the shallow now

I was singing in the bathroom, i couldn't let my emotions out so i just sang. I felt like i am stuck in this hole, waiting for someone to lift me up. I was there because i was meant to, it was the struggle that i had to face before longing for a change. My tears started falling, i was crying once more, not because of my physical state, but because  i was tired mentally.

I tried to escape the life that they want me to have, but i kept on failing again and again. Now that i have the opportunity with Minnie, should i take this chance? Or should i accept the fact that, what everybody tells me what i'm supposed to be?

'Song Yuqi, you better think wise' i said to myself before leaving the bathtub. I felt relaxed and somehow blank. I wasn't happy, sad nor mad. The song really gave me a way to express myself but now i feel nothing.

I dressed up and went to the living room, i took out my phone and just looked at my feed. I searched funny videos to make me laugh but it failed to do so. I then went on to my private instagram acc, I looked at the recommendations and i saw Miyeon's profile. I clicked it and stalked her.

I must say that she looks more stunning now than before, her nose was so pointed and her cheeks were rosy as a pink palette.

After a few scrolls i saw her picture together with Minnie, i think it was an event because they were holding hands while walking on the stage.

They looked so sweet, I stared at minnie for a while and her smile was so cute

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They looked so sweet, I stared at minnie for a while and her smile was so cute. I then looked at the caption and i saw Minnie's username. I clicked it but her acc was private.

Going back to Miyeon's feed, i went to her followers and i saw Marks acc. I see Mark was following her, but she didn't follow him back. Did Minnie forbid her? Is Minnie that over protective for Miyeon? But i remembered when we talked at the sea shore. She was still confused, i kinda felt bad for Miyeon not knowing all of this. But it's their relationship, so i shouldn't care.

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