Kidnapped by 5sos

Chapter 26-Obama?

Warning:May be a bit triggering at one point.

Chapter 26

Shannons's pov:

I go into the dressing room trying to shake off the thought of what just occured with Calum. I plop down on the couch and start to play Crossy Road.

"Hey are you o-" Ashton starts sitting by me.

"I'm trying to unlock the emo goose shut up."

"Bruh."

I stare at Ashton annoyed and walk away.

"WAIT!" he yells running after me. I continue to walk not wanting to talk to Ashton.

He grabs my wrist and spins me around.

"I heard what happened."

"I figured you did," I roll my eyes. He just looks at the ground not willing to look me in the eyes as I am currently pissed off.

"I just want to talk to you. Ohana means family, family means nobody-"

"Jesus, Ash fine," I glare at him.

"I'm going to ask you one more time. Are you okay?"

"You know what? Why am I lying to you all? I'm not okay. I've never been okay. I'm tired of putting on a fake smile every day and acting like I'm perfectly fine and that nothing bothers me because everything bothers me. When I was thirteen I did something I'm not proud of today. I... I cut. It was an escape from reality because of my father and everything. Then he left and I didn't do it as often. I haven't cut since I was fifteen and I don't know anymore. When you guys kidnapped me and I found out it was you I was happy, not because you kidnapped me, but because I got to see you again. Then we all started becoming friends and everything and I grew to lo-like Calum a lot. Then this tour started and everything went down hill from there. Now I just feel like utter shit. So there's you answer. Happy now?" I finish not realizing I was crying.

Ashton stands there in silence not knowing what to say to me, his cousin who just ranted about her shit ass life to him. He pulls me into his arms and doesn't let go. It's not until now that I realize everybody in the room is staring in shock. Of course Calum decided to come back in too...

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(A/N):

I'M SO SORRY.

SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY.

I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN FOREVER AND THIS CHAPTER IS SHORT AF BUT IT'S IMPORTANT.

I'M ALSO SORRY THAT IT'S SORT OF TRIGGERING. I TRIGGERED MYSELF AS I WROTE IT.

I LOVE Y'ALL AND MAYBE I'LL UPDATE AGAIN TODAY INSTEAD OF DOING MY HOMEWORK.

PEACE.

~Jolie <3