Hey luvs , this story is going to include self harm and suicidal thoughts so if you are triggered by that please don't read this . Love you guys enjoy!!!
The boys all live in the same house in this story.
Juicy's POV
We were filming a video for the boys today , and It was a TOD ( truth or dare for the noobs lmao ) so we were in the living room sitting on the couch . We went through the comments and a lot of them were like " Juicy and Eddie kiss " my heart hurt reading these knowing Eddie would never love me like I love him , as the video went on I could feel myself thinking of that sexy Mexican man " What the hell stop it Juicy !!! He doesn't love you !!! " I said to my self . I was spacing out and Josh yelled " JUICY!!! Are you even paying attention ?!?!?!" I jumped after hearing him yell .
" Ummmm y-y-yeah I'm f-f-fine . " " I just need to go to the b-bathroom " I said , my voice was shaking really bad. I ran to my room and shut the door , I felt the tears in my eyes " he will never love you , stop trying , your ugly " the voices in my head were talking to me again getting louder and louder. I grabbed my razor I hid under my sink.
Ugly , cut
Fat , cut
Unwanted , cut
over and over until I had 4 cuts on each arm. I cleaned up and threw on a huge hoodie I stole from Eddie.
Eddie's POV
I was worried about Juicy , he was always acting weird staying away from everyone when not filming . He would eat in his room , not really leaving the house and never talking to anyone . When we were filming and he left for the bathroom I didn't think he was actually going to the bathroom so I followed him , he went to his room I pushed my ear against the door and heard quiet sobs . Me heart tore in half hearing him cry . I wanted to go hug him but I didn't want him to get mad that I followed him .
A few minutes later I heard him walk towards the door so I ran back to the couch and acted like nothing was wrong. " hey Juicy I see you're wearing my hoodie. " I said jokingly. He looked so sad when I said that , " oh u-u-umm s-s-sorry I'll go change " he said looking like he was going to cry and going to his room . " no Juicy it was a joke I don't care " I said grabbing his arm " please go away Eddie " he said . I felt like I was going to cry because I made him feel like that. " of course great job Eddie look at what you did , you made him sad you can never do anything right . " the voices in my head screamed at me as I colasped to the floor crying in the living room. " oh shit Eddie are you ok ?!?! " Mully yelled holding me up and seeing my tear stains . " n-n-no I'm not f-f-fine , It's all my fault . " I said still crying.
" what are you talking about ? " mully asked hugging me to calm me down . " I-I shouldn't have said anything to him " I said trying to calm my breathing . " Eddie hun , you know Juicy he's just sensitive " Narrator said wiping away my tears.
Juicy's POV
I could hear commotion in the living room and got worried , I walked into the room to see Eddie on the floor crying . I ran and hugged him , " Eddie are you ok??" I asked scared. " I'm so s-s-sorry Juicy " he said hugging me back . " It's ok I-I I love you " I said kissing him , he kissed back. We all calmed down , then me and Eddie went to my room. He pushed me on my bed and kissed me down my neck.
I moaned quietly and could tell he was getting harder. " E-Eddie fuck me please " I said in his ear , he ripped off my pants and boxers along with his . He also took off my shirt and kissed my stomach , I giggled and he licked my tip . " ahh f-f-fuck " I moaned as Eddie grabbed the lube and stretched out my hole wit his fingers. " are you ready love ? " he asked " yes daddy " I moaned as he pushed his fingers in farther. He pushed the tip into me and starts to go faster with each thrust. When he found my sweet spot I basically screamed in pleasure " AHH FUCK ME HARDER DADDY!! " as he pounded my prostate .
He kept pounding me until I came on our chests , he came not too long after . I was so sore and just wanted to sleep so we didn't even clean our selves , I cuddled into his chest and fell asleep . We lived together for a couple years before Eddie finally proposed , of course I said yes and a year later we got married.
END LUVS
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