Colleens PoV
After Rachel left, I went in my bed and was watching YouTube videos. I watched all the YouTubers in my family tell the viewers what has happened. Thats probably what Rachel is doing now, I thought. I texted her:
C: Hey, you can stay at your place tonight
R: Are you sure?
C: Yes
R: Dont do anything stupid, alright?
C: I won'tAfter that I decided to watch some videos of Josh and I. I watched the proposal video and i never cried harder before. I cried myself to sleep, and then got awoken in a dream.
(Dream)
Josh and I were sitting in a white room across from each other.
"Colleen, I believe in you"
"Oh Josh"
"Colleen, you are going to have to raise the child on your own"
"I know"
" You have a part of me inside of you now, something that you will never forget. And, just remember, I will always choose you"
(End of Dream)
Ah! I woke up in tears, hoping that this was all a dream and that Josh was sleeping next to me. I looked over, but nobody was there. At that moment, I realized that this is my reality, and I'm going to have to live with it. I am going to raise this child with the best of my ability and never have second thoughts. I will do it for Josh. I wiped my tears away and went back to sleep with the most courage and strength I had in a while. I couldn't wait for tomorrow.
Hey, guys, hope you are enjoying it. What do you think Rachel's boyfriend's name is? What do you think of a proposal (hint, hint)?
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Joshua D. Evans
FanfictionGet ready for an intense story about Colleen Ballinger and when her world gets turned upside down. **** I have no intention of this happening in real life****