I patted Bruce on the shoulder, he quickly turned around ignoring Tony and seeing what was up.
"I think we should tell them", I whispered so only Bruce could hear.
"Right now, are you sure?",He asked.
I nodded my head.
"Tell them what?"Tony stated loudly, as he listened to our conversation.
Everyone quietened down and everyone's eyes were stuck to me.I looked down and looked back up to Bruce for reassurance.He nodded his head with a smile in return.
"I'm pregnant,"I said quickly and with a small smile, nervous about their reaction.
The room went deadly silent for a few seconds to take the information in.
"Oh my god!"Clint firstly shouted excitedly for me and got up and gave me a hug.As everyone said their congratulations, very happy for me.
"Stop, I don't want babying",I replied to Clint.
"Well it is going to happen",Bruce said with a smile.
In response rolled my eyes but chuckled back.
I then looked over to Wanda and she gave me a smile back, she knew.I replied with a smile.
"How long have you known?!",Pepper said in shock.
"....since you gave birth"I said looking down shyly.
"Oh wow",She replied and smiled when I met eyes with her.
Everyone didn't know what to do, they thought it would be impossible...but so did I.
-A few hours later-
I sat alone in my bedroom playing with my new knife.I was alone as I felt really nauseous and exhausted.
'No, I'm becoming weak', I thought in my head.
"Get yourself together", I said silently, sighing then closing my eyes but still playing with my knife.
I opened my tired eyes and all i saw was blood.I had made a big cut on my wrist without even knowing.It wasn't deep enough to kill me, but i wasn't careful.I need to be careful, solely because of my baby.Quickly i stabbed my knife into the wooden desk and made my way to the bathroom.
Firstly I locked the door, but then my eyes went slightly blurry.I managed to make my way to the med kit and quickly washed the cut wincing in pain and wrapping a tight bandage around it, and then shakily putting everything away and the bloody cotton wool in the bin.
"Nat, do you want to come and get something to eat, maybe it will make you feel better?"Bruce unexpectedly asked through the door, making me jump.
I took a shaky breath replying "N-no, i'm o-okay",I replied panicking.
"Are you alright?",He asked concerned and then tried to open the door but it was locked.
"Nat, the doors locked, I thought we said no locked doors",He said.
We did make that agreement, as he was always there for me and he doesn't want anything bad happening to me.But it did.
"S-sorry i'm coming out now".I replied, taking a deep breath.
Slowly I unlocked the door and gave him a forced smile back, he can't know. But his eyes were full of worry and quickly brought me into a small hug.
"Are you sure you're okay?"He repeated examining me.
"Yes",I said with a sad smile that he didn't even see as he was fixated to something.My sleeve.
"I-is that blood?"He said, looking at my blood soaked sleeve of his hoodie.
"N-no, well yes",I said quickly.
He lifted my arm up to see, I couldn't help wince from the pain. He pulled down the sleeve and gulped in panic.
"Nat, please don't tell me y-"
"No."I said quickly.
"It's not what it looks like",I said looking down.
"Well what does it look like then",He said sternly, getting slightly mad at me.
"I-i didn't mean to, i was j-just playing with my knife '' .I replied.
"And you just happened to cut your wrist, why would you do that?!",He said, angry, because he cared for me too much.
"I-i was bored, exhausted, feeling dizzy so i closed my eyes and when i o-opened them, i didn't realise i had done it".I said shakily.
"How could you not realise?!, you just risked your life and our babies",He said now angry.
"I-im sorry"I replied with tears spilling down my cheeks.My hormones were really kicking in.
His face then dropped.It was now full of sympathy and guilt.
"I-im sorry",He said sighing and then embracing me into a warm hug.
"I couldn't bear the fact if I lost you, a-and-"He continued stumbling on his words.
"It's okay, it's my fault",I said closing my eyes.
He then parted from me "No.. and wiped the tears from my eyes ...It's not your fault", he said holding my cheek and then kissed me softly on the head.As he lifted his head back up i pulled him in and softly kissed him on the lips.
We didn't have to say anything else.
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(Part 99, wow, i'll try and make the next chapter as long and as well as i can!)
Yasmin<3
