As fury and his men walked out Clint and Steve ran to help me up quickly taking me to the infirmary; the whole time i just sat there with an emotionless face saying nothing until Clint stated.
"How on earth did you manage to survive a fall from four stories, then make it to a motel and managed to escape for two days, but trying to make a plan for longer is beyond me".He said like a proud dad.
I just ignored him until i questioned "Were you all in on this...y'know test...where were they going to take me if i hadn't?"I said harshly not looking into his eyes.
"Ugh yes we were all in on this"He said sadly looking down.
"Fuck you"I muttered.I can't believe they would do something like that.
"I'm sorry but-"Clint said trying to explain himself
"Just leave"I stated.
"Nat please-"
"Go"I shouted.
He slightly jumped and then got up walking out so i was alone.
...
After awhile of laying in the infirmary for half an hour i got bored so i just got up and left.I went into the kitchen and Wanda was sat there with vision, they looked so happy together.I went to get some alcohol and then Wanda noticed me as i was walking away.
"Nat"She stated
I slowly turned around saying "What"
"I'm sorry, i didn't want that to happen"She said sadly.
"Well it did"I said turning back around.
"Wait" I sighed looking at her again. "If you need to talk to anyone, i'm here".She said kindly.
"...I'm fine"I said walking away slightly tearing up, i really did need to talk to her.I went up to my room and i could tell she was following me.Shit she can tell what i'm feeling.I got up to my room and just sat onto my bed just waiting for her to come in.
"Wanda"I stated before she even walked through my door.
"Yes"She said walking in and closing the door.
"I'm a slut"I said looking down tears building up in my eyes.
"Natasha no your not"She said sitting down next to me.
"Then why did i just fuck a guy when i could have done anything else in that situation"I said a few tears falling.
"You didn't have a choice like you said"She replied rubbing my shoulder.I just shook my head in return.
"I....I just want Bruce back"I said now tears streaming down my face.
"Hey, it's alright he'll come back"She said now hugging me.
"What if he doesn't?"I stated.
"...He will"She replied hopeful.
Then my walls came back up. "Fuck what am i doing"I said wiping my eyes and sitting away from Wanda.
"It's ok to feel sad"She replied with a small smile.
"Sure"I replied getting up.I then went to take my hoodie off but it lifted my shirt up aswell so i was just in my bra and now Wanda could see all my scars."Nat"She stated looking at them all.I quickly tried to cover up until she stated "Is that a bite mark?!".
I don't remember having a bite mark so i looked down and there was one on my left shoulder. "Ugh i don't know it was probably from awhile ago"I lied.
"It looks recent"She replied.
"I-i don't know".It must have been from last night fuck.
"Did Bruce do that?!"She stated.
