I collapsed into Bruce as he held me strongly and shouted the others over i'm guessing it was now 6am so i think most of the team will be awake they quickly came over as they saw me and carried me to the infirmary as i had no strength left.
They put me down and urged me to stay awake as the doctors gave me some painkillers and quickly as they could took the bullet out and started stitching me up. Afterwards they had to do a blood transfusion and luckily they stored some blood for me and quite a lot of it as i was the most likely to get hurt considering all the bad things that happen to me.
Bruce was sat next to me the whole time rocking back and forth his hands were still covered in my blood as he didn't want to turn away from me for two seconds. I started to regain some consciousness and my vision became focused as i saw Bruce in fear and he's not looked as more worried in his life even after everything else, did he think i did this to myself?
I began to gain some colour and Bruce came up to me saying "Nat are you alright?!"
"Yes i'm fine"I murmured.
"What happend?!"He stated.
I then explained how i went on a run and how everything went down and he looked in some sort of relief. I was so exhausted after everything all i wanted to do was to sleep but i was so uncomfortable in my blood stained clothes.
"I brought you some spare clothes"He said with a smile.
"Do you want me to change you?" Bruce continued; i gave him a subtle nod.
I sat up and he started lifting my hospital gown up i at first panicked and grabbed his arm but then i said "Sorry" and let him continue dressing me.
"How did you survive i was worried sick?!"Bruce stated
"I just thought of you, you were the one i thought of as i kept going otherwise i would just have let myself bleed out, i couldn't die of the thought of what you would do."I stated truthfully.
I could see the tears in his eyes as he went up to me and kissed me softly, and then kissed my forehead and allowed me to rest.
The healing process went quicker than expected and i could leave the infirmary after a few days of healing.By then i had battled the thoughts from my past and focused on my time with Bruce.
It had been a few hours since i got out and i just chilled out with Bruce for most of it. I was lay on the couch next to Bruce but then Tony called Bruce over to do some work.I was just sat on my own as everyone was busy away doing something.
The thoughts of what happened recently got caught in my mind now that i was on my own. I was just so stupid to go on a run when it was dark outside i should of known better and then i could have easily avoided it. I went to get a drink to give me something to do but i couldn't stop thinking about it.
I was so stressed out i wanted to break something without even thinking about it i had grabbed my glass and threw it as glass shattered everywhere, i just sighed and started picking it up quickly, i'm very heavy handed so i picked one particular piece up and it cut all my hand.I winced in pain and just sat to the side leaning against the cupboard next to the broken glass as blood gushed down my hand.
At this point i've been through so much harm that i almost enjoyed it, I just sat there and closed my eyes when i opened them again Bucky was there knelt next to me already cleared up the glass.I just looked at him and smiled and said a small "Thankyou".I then got up and attended to my hand and put a bandage around it.
I needed to focus my stress on something else, possibly Bruce.I ran to the lab where Tony and Bruce where there and i didn't care i just jumped onto Bruce slamming him against the wall and started kissing him deeply and passionately, he didn't get time to respond. Tony just stood there watching us, I just paused and realised what am i doing.
I got off Bruce and started pacing around the room "I'm sorry i just have this feeling that i'm going insane and everything is just going a million miles an hour and i can't stop no matter how hard i try and-".Bruce then held me saying "Hey it's ok just take some deep breaths". I just focused on his voice as i started to calm down until Tony stated "Ugh I was enjoying that for a second". I just gave him a death stare.
I finally calmed down and just brought into a hug as i leant on his shoulder, i never wanted to let go. Bruce then noticed my hand saying "Nat what did you do to your hand?!"
"I just cut it on some glass"I stated showing him my hand.
"Is it bad"he replied.
"No it's fine"
a few moments later
"Can i sit in here with you for a bit"I said as i didn't want to be alone.
"Yeah sure"Bruce said.
For the next few hours i just sat on Bruce's chair in his lab coat watching them work away. I decided to distract Bruce so i waited until Bruce looked at me and when he did i started giving an iconic black widow sexy face and then he started blushing, i kept looking at him for the next few minutes and then Tony caught on to what was happening.
"You can't stop looking at each for two seconds guys get a room".Tony stated. I just chuckled at him and just carried on doing it even though Bruce tried to stop looking but he couldn't resist it.
"Y'know what you can have this room"Tony said walking.
"No wait Tony we'll stop"Bruce said but he kept on walking as he knew i wasn't going to stop i think Bruce even knew that as well.
"What have you done"Bruce said chuckling. I just smirked at him and then jumped on him and kissed him deeply, pushing him on the table so i was on top of him and just couldn't resist anymore.
"Nat wait we can't do it here"Bruce then said.
"Ok fine"I said as we walked over to the door, i could then sense that Tony and everyone else were waiting out the door listening in, so i whispered for Bruce to wait and everyone outside i decided to play with them.
I then started fake moaning and Bruce was confused at first but then he caught on and i could hear all the others laughing but with all the fake moaning it made me want Bruce more which was quite ironic. A few seconds later we slowly opened the door still moaning and then when i saw everyone's faces they were in shock and then me and Bruce started laughing.
"Jesus christ i thought you were actually doing it"Tony stated about to have a heart attack.
"Not yet"I said laughing
I then started walking upstairs with Bruce and i could tell he was trying to cover something up and then i realised what that something was.
"Hey you don't have to hide it y'know" I said chuckling looking down but Jesus Christ was it big how am i meant to handle this.Bruce just blushed back.
I pushed Bruce into my room and into my bed as i started taking his shirt off, i then kissed harder and stronger until he flipped me over so i was under him. "Hey i don't know what i can do so can we just take it slow".He said anxiously.
"I think we would have to anyway for my sake"I said laughing back.
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