"What do you mean you have been before?!"Wanda stated in shock.
"W-well i'm not definite but, last night i had a dream that i gave birth in the red room and they mentioned Bucky's name, then shortly after they sent me to the machine where you loose most of your memory"I explained.
"Oh my god"She intrigued.
"Then before i knew it, i was quickly sent to have my graduation ceremony where i was sterilised.But that's not the end of it, i then later had another dream about the first time i had slept with anyone, which was Bucky and i know for a fact that happened, so surely the other one is, i need to ask him, but i don't know how to, to see if he remembers a-and-"
"Ok, calm down if you are really pregnant being stressed won't help the baby out"She said quietly.
"Your right" I said taking deep breathes.
"Just ask him about it when your ready, and you are going to tell Bruce"
"I don't know if i want the baby"I said with tears in my eyes.
"What do you mean, you've always wanted a child, you said so yourself"She replied sympathetically.
"I know but i- i'm going to be a terrible mother"I stated sadly.
"Nat no your not, your going to be amazing"She replied rubbing my shoulder.
I looked into her eyes with a small smile and wiped my eyes however as i was doing so Bucky walked in the room asking "Does anyone want breakfast sam's making so-".
Then he paused as he saw right through me.
"I-i'm sorry was i interrupting something"He stated looking at me with tear stained eyes.
I gave him the deadliest look i could even imagine and i didn't even mean it.I could tell he felt terrible inside.
"No it's alright we're coming now"I stated quickly walking out of the door past Bucky without looking at him and into the kitchen where everyone was now.
Bruce could tell how i was feeling straight away as he asked "Are you alright?".
"Y-yes i'm fine"I lied grabbing more breakfast then i usually do as i was eating for two.
"Do you still want to go on the mission?, i'm staying here anyway."He stated.
"No it's ok i need to get some fresh air".As i said that i looked over to Wanda who shook her head.
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After eating breakfast i went up to get changed into my suit but before i came down the stairs Wanda stopped me saying "Nat please don't risk yourself".
"No, i'll be fine"I said unsurely.
"If that's the case i will be with you every second and just tell me if you feel ill ok"
"I don't need a fucking babysitter"I scoffed walking off, but then regretting it afterwards as she was only trying to help.
We got our things ready it was me, Wanda, Clint, Tony, Steve and Bucky going on the mission and we headed to the quinjet.
As we set off for the journey i just sat to the side by myself, i still felt awful about Wanda, but i don't want anyone worrying about me because i'll be fine.....right?
We made our way to this secret base, that contained illegal information that could potentially take down shield. Steve split us all up into twos as there was 3 exits and he made the teams who think will be beneficial for each possible outcome, so Steve went with Tony for the front entrance, Clint went with Wanda to the middle door and i was stuck with Bucky for the back as we were the assassins so they won't see us coming.
Before we made our separate ways Wanda pulled me to the side saying "Are you sure you want to go with Bucky after, y'know?".
"I'm ok with it, i just don't to seem too suspicious"I replied.
"If you're sure"She stated. I nodded my head back.
"Ok you two stop having a mothers meeting, we need to go"Stated Tony.
I just walked away catching up to Bucky as we had the longest way to go.To be honest i did feel sick, but there's nothing i can do now.
We walked in silence for most of the way around the outskirts of the building until Bucky broke the silence saying "The plan is for Steve and Tony to get the information as it's near the front of the base and we have to surprise them from the back and fight off the guards before they get to them. I know you haven't been feeling the greatest so just let me know if it's too much"He said meaningfully at the end.
"No, i'll be fine"I lied harshly.He nodded his head subtly.
A few minutes later outside of the gate we heard a few guards walking the perimeter, luckily they had their back turns so in sync we both took down a guard each without a sound this didn't seem too difficult.
We walked through the back door, but as soon as we did we were surprised and from out of nowhere, two sets of 3 guards tried taking us down, Bucky took his down in seconds but i did shortly after. We gave each other a look and continued on.
However, this was a whole new level, this time there were 5 guards for each of us and fully suited with guns and all sorts.Bucky took down two until he hit a roadblock and they zapped him with something making him go weak and he was pinned down heavily, i had only taken down one and i felt like i was going to faint, this meaning that four other guards pinned me down and i couldn't escape, if i was in full health i reckon i could take out everyone but i was too weak, they realised that as they held me down so they didn't zap me, but this gave them their window to torture me and giving Bucky no other choice for him to speak up.
They started with a punch to my face which i reacted as calmly as i could until they punched me again aggressively and i started to bleed.Bucky noticed how weak i was but he couldn't move his legs and there was no way the others will be able to find us in time before it's too late.
They started interrogating him, but i shook my head at him making sure he doesn't speak no matter what happens, this then lead to me being punched again in the face but then.....in the stomach.
I murmured " No"Through a cry but that made them hit it again but even harder."Stop"I whispered again but they kept on going whilst laughing. They then started on my face again, but this time it was multiple in a row as if they were never going to stop as i felt my face become a bloody mess, I had to firm it as Bucky got angrier by the second, i could also tell he had control over his legs again but he didn't show that until the right time.
This is the right time.
They punched me once more i felt my life draining from me slowly, i ended up coughing up blood to the side of me, i had to say one more thing, one more thing that could potentially save my life, even if Bucky was there....
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