It had been 5 minutes and i finally gathered the strength to get up from the bath it felt like my body was going to give up on me but i am i fighter i should know better than this.
I needed to speak someone about my condition but then one person who i became really good friends with recently i just blew off, i got into some joggers and a t-shirt even though it was 10am and i hadn't eaten all day, i was starving, but i could barely move, the cut on my lip began to bruise, the burning sensation on my side didn't want to go, however my spine did ease down a bit from the warm bath.
I need to go and eat, i need to apologise to bruce, i need to share with someone the pain i was feeling however half the pain was pushing Bruce away and i don't know why.
I was lay on my bed for what it felt like ages, i decided to get up and to move because i don't think i can starve any longer it looked at the time and it was 12:00, i decided to go out of my room hoping no one would see me whilst i checked to see whoever was in the kitchen and whether i could go now or wait a bit longer because i didn't want anyone to be around me, not like this.
I could barely walk and i don't want that be a burden on everyone else.I looked off the balcony of the second floor below to see who was in the kitchen and to my surprise everyone was there even Thor, i haven't seen him in a while since he went back to Asgard, which normally means there's going to be a big mission coming up. Great.
I guess i'll have to starve up here until everyone's gone. A let a huge sigh tears now building up in my eyes. I'm a mess i convince myself. I turn back around and see a certain curly haired scientist walking the opposite direction. I debate to say his name but i don't have any choice. "Bruce" i murmur but he just about hears me.
"Yes Natasha" he says whilst turning around, slowly walking up to me with his normal smart pants and purple shirt. "I'm not ok" i say in a sad voice but i tried to keep it normal. "What do you mean you're not ok?" He said in a concerning voice now noticing my bruised lip but not saying anything. "Please could you get me a sandwich and some soup and then we can talk, i can't go down looking like this" i explained without realising a tear was falling down my face. I quickly wiped it away hoping he wouldn't notice but he did.
"Yes of course, anything" He said in an understanding tone. He's so kind and caring i don't understand how i got so lucky to even know him. He swiftly wandered away into the kitchen from above and me noticing how clumsy he was as he stumbled over a chair. A laughed at him childishly, God get it together nat i thought to myself.How i got mad at him i will never know.
The pain on my side started to get worse, so i decided a need to sit down, i walked back into my room nervously sitting on my bed, debating on how much i was going to tell bruce, and which bits i wasn't, i got lost in thought, not even realising the brown eyed softie came in with a tray with some soup, sandwiches and a glass of water.
"I got you water because i didn't know what drink you wanted" Bruce said nervously setting the tray down beside me on the bed. "Water is perfect" i replied with a mouthful of bread. Bruce then kissed my forehead and started to walk out of my room until i persisted "I want you to stay" i said shyly. "And please close the door".
He did exactly that and sat beside me a small smile on his face, which was barely noticeable, but i could see it in his eyes. I finished my sandwich off and explained "I'm sorry about earlier". I say looking down. "hey i'm sor-" i cut him off saying "i swear to god if you say your sorry to me i'm going to throw at you this peanut butter sandwich" i said with a small laugh. He smiled back.
"I shouldn't have intervened with you" He said quickly putting his hands up knowing full well what was going to happen next with a smirk.
But i decided i didn't want to mess up his clothes so i replied jokingly saying "I'll let you off this time" with a small smirk on my lips.
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Yasmin <3
