I took a deep breath and dialled in the numbers.
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"Bruce?"I stated.
"Nat what happened back there?"
"I'm sorry"I said sadly over the phone. "I didn't want it to happen but i didn't have a choice".I stated my voice now shaky
"Nat...it's ok, please tell me so we can work it out".He replied.
"Ok.....Well when you first left, i got wasted and i was a mess and i-i attacked Clint.So the guards that we have tackled me to the ground and i ended up killing eight of them"I said trying not to break down.
"Oh my god"He replied.
"So then Fury ended up coming and he said that he was going to take me away somewhere to help me so i ran to my room but they dragged me down the stairs, however i managed to escape their grip and i climbed through the vents up to the roof, but they surrounded me, s-so i ended up falling down four stories off the roof"I explained.
"Nat you could have killed yourself!"Bruce exclaimed anxiously.
"I came out with a sprained ankle and wrist and then i ran.I ran all the way to the motel to escape and i managed to stay there for a few days.But then they found me....It was really dark outside and i couldn't make a run for it so i-......i didn't have another choice Bruce i'm sorry"I said now crying.
"Nat what did you do?"Bruce stated scared.
"T-there was this guy high below me a-and"I sighed. "I was taught to use my body in any way that would benefit me, so when they found my room i wasn't in there.....i was in this random guys room and i slept with him; i hated every second of it".Now my cries turned into sobs.
"....So you would rather sleep with someone else then let fury get you help"He stated disappointedly like he was going to break down aswell.
"T-the next day i was planning to leave the motel but they found me, so i ran as fast as i could, but then i snapped my ankle on a rock and they got me.I hate myself, i really do so it's ok if you don't forgive me.I wouldn't forgive me either."I stated waiting to hear what he has to say.But he said nothing.
"....I can't believe i trusted you, i was gone for a few days and you already slept with someone.A-am i not good enough for you?"He exclaimed.
"N-no of course you are, I-i know i'm a slut and i always have been, but all i want is you Bruce, when i was alone all i thought about was you and in those past few days i needed you the most, Bruce i can't live without you".
"....You're not a slut don't say that, but i'm not safe around anyone".He stated.
"Neither am i but we just have to stick together ok.....we need to stick together"I stated with tears falling down my cheeks.
"I don't know"Bruce stated.
"What do you mean you don't know".I replied scared.
"I need to clear my mind too much has happened"He said disappointed.
"Where even are you, are you safe?"I stated.
"I'm in Fiji it's really relaxing and the culture is amazing"He replied.
"S-so are you just staying there?"I replied worried.
"I need to think"He stated.
"....That guy meant nothing to me, i was just a mess and in so much pain and i hated it".I stated trying not to break down.
"....Alright just don't do anything stupid ok....i-i love you".
"Bruce I love you too"I stated and then he ended the call.
I saved the number to my phone and then just through it across the room, what am i going to do if he doesn't come back.
I wiped my eyes and went to pick up my phone, well this is just great, i've had my phone for like ten minutes and it's already cracked.I just sighed and put it in my pocket and headed downstairs to get a drink.
When i walked in Wanda was there and she saw my red eyes and stated "So...how did it go?"
"...I told him everything and he said that he'll have to think about"I said taking a shot.
"Did he said where he is?"She replied.
"Fiji"I said taking another shot.
"He traveled far".
"I know"I said getting my phone out and looking how far away it is.
I sighed saying "it's 16 hours away".
"Thats annoying".she replied.
"mhm" I stated.
-A few hours later-
I was just finishing off some work until i heard two certain 16 year old boys run through the door.
"Nat"Peter screamed and hugged me.
"Hi bud.....what are two doing here"I replied glancing at Tony as Wade greeted me aswell.
"They're here to learn some science"Tony stated.
"Yes"Peter exclaimed.
"So Nat where is your boyfriend?"Wade stated.
"Uhh he's just gone away for awhile he'll come back shortly"I murmured at the end.
"Where has he gone?"He continued.
"He doesn't want anyone knowing"I said with a small chuckle.
"So it's just me today"Tony said excited walking towards the lab saving me and Peter and Wade shortly followed.
Bruce please come back to me.I walked upstairs and into my room, i then looked in my wardrobe and found some pictures of me and Bruce together and how happy we looked; i just have to mess everything up all the time for everyone.I lay just looking at the pictures until i was so exhausted a fell asleep.
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I felt someone touch my back and i woke up straight away they were about to try and 'wake me up' again until i quickly shot up and pinned them to my bed.I then realised it was Bucky, i sighed "I'm so sorry"I said quickly getting up.
"It's ok i should have remembered by now"He said chuckling. I smiled back.I saw his eyes wander to the photos next me as he said "What is that?"
"Oh it's just a picture of me and Bruce"I muttered embarrassed.
"Oh ok....anyway i was just coming to get you as dinners ready if you want it".He said with a small smile.
"Yes i'll be right there"I stated tidying myself up a bit.
Bucky walked out of my room as i walked to the mirror, i tried to clean myself up as best as i could and then i headed downstairs. Everyone watched me as i came downstairs and i just headed to the kitchen, i grabbed some pasta from the chef saying thankyou and sat down on a chair in the living room with everyone else.I just listened into everyone's conversation sat by myself, but mostly thinking about Bruce.
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