"Bruce" i said sympathetically. He didn't move. I made my way to sit on the bed next to him and rested my head on his shoulder. "It's not your fault, you didn't do anything wrong, you could never hurt me."I said Truthfully.
He looked up as i saw his tear stained eyes and replying "But i did."sorrowfully."The only way you could truly hurt me is if you left me."I replied.
"You have no future with me, for example i can't have kids i physically can't, and other pleasures you may want."He said looking at the ground."It's ok as long as i have you,I love you Bruce and we can take things slow and see what we can and cannot do...Bruce i love you."I said.He looked up hopefully and said "I love you too".Whilst leaning in for a soft kiss.I know it is very early to say this but it couldn't feel more right.
He helped me up as we went into the kitchen to finally eat.All the other's were all there asking me the natural questions like "Are you alright?"I just nodded my head.
These past days have been quite the ride so we all decided to watch a series of movies together all relaxed and chilled with me in the long side of the couch (the best side) with an ice pack on my foot snuggled next to Bruce.I could stay like this forever.
When the film was over it was 21:00 we all went back to our rooms as everyone needed the rest.Bruce helped me to mine and thought it would be best to sleep on my own to give me the space as i shouldn't really have left the medical room in the base as my wound hadn't properly healed yet however i wanted him to stay as i needed him right now more than ever.The bed was big enough for him to give me plenty of room but still could reach my arm with his hand as he couldn't put on any weight to my stomach.
I woke up early in the morning as Bruce was soundly asleep his messy long curly hair looked so adorable i could watch him sleep for hours.(Ik that sounds creepy as hell but just imagine it and how cute he would look).
I painfully reached over to my bedside table to look at my phone it was 6:00 in the morning and surely no one else was awake.I was so tired but i know i couldn't go back to sleep so i just lay there thinking about the red room and if their mission was over, but i feel we had a bigger storm coming our way they wouldn't give up that easily.But as long as they know we have the hulk they have to change their plan for at least a week.Or are they going to make us thing that?
I finally took my topic of the red room away to realise how lucky i am, how lucky to have the best group of friends who are willing to risk their lives for me of my past and the demons in my closet that i believe i should only have to deal with but they won't allow it.We are a team and i would do the exact same for them.
Deep in thought i hadn't realised he woke up saying "good morning beautiful" I fake gagged as i hate that kinda stuff deep down i think i liked it really as smirked at him back."Can you help me up i said putting my hands in the air as i was bored of lying there as i was starving however i didn't want to leave at the same time. He tiredly spoke with his muffled morning voice"give me a few more minutes".i replied "ok" waiting patiently.
He got up tiredly and helped me up saying we should probably get ready first i just realised i slept in the top that i had worn the day before however i was to tired to realise.
Do you need help getting changed?"He asked nervously as he hadn't seen me without a top on before as i was always treated by doctors in the old tower whenever i got wounded.I'm very self conscious about my body as it was covered in scars so i said "no i should be fine".Anxiously doubting myself as i knew i probably needed it.
"Ok i'll be right back". He said kissing my forehead and quickly walking back to his room.Ok so here we go i got my crutches from the bedside table that now were mine even though i'm pretty sure i just stole them but i'm sure they would give me them anyway.
I made my way to my wardrobe which was pretty easy, and picked a t shirt and some leggings as they were easy to put on.I thought so by putting my underwear and leggings relatively easy however when it got to my top i couldn't get it off no matter how hard i tried i couldn't stretch that much as my wound hurt so much.
my eyes started to water at the pain i was in so i gave up and decided to leave it on, i managed my way up however quite painfully to the bathroom and brushed my teeth and washed my face kinda easily however as well as the top i couldn't brush my hair for long.
I decided to get up and leave and decided i don't care anymore however when i was about leave Bruce knocked on my door asking if i was ready i replied "Yes"anxiously as i knew he would force me for him to help me.He opened the door and saw me with the same t-shirt from last night and half brushed hair.
He sighed and looked at me sympathetically and saying "You can always ask for help it's ok, you don't have to always do everything alone just know that right."I gave him a small nod and backed away letting him in my room. I sat on the bed sorely as my wound still ached for moving too much with a sad face."Don't worry you don't have to be sat for long"he said reassuringly.
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Yasmin<3
