"Bucky?"I stated.
"Who the hell is Bucky"He replied
I got lost in eyes and didn't realise the arm coming at me punching me in my stomach winding me knocking me to the ground and he knelt beside me and before his arm got to me i took his mask off and displayed his long hair with dazzling blue eyes, it was Bucky but he was being controlled. I then ripped his jacket showing his metal arm and then he started strangling me putting as much force as he could as i could hardly breath.
"You could at least recognise me".I stated but he carried on, i could feel my lungs failing and my vision blur, until someone tackled him off me, i gasped heavily oxygen flowing back into me, i looked up and there was Steve tackling Bucky on the ground, Bucky was now on top of Steve strangling him until Steve said "I'm with you until the end of the line" and he paused and let go Steve, it's as if he came back to reality and then looked at me and saw what he had just done and realised who i was.His face looked angry as he saw me all beat up and bloody and looking around at what happened, then man 8 came up to me and i could barely moved and kicked me in the stomach i could already tell my wound reopened, he was about to hit me again until Bucky went and tackled the guy and Steve fought off another meaning there was one men left heading directly at me.
I then heard a massive roar as the hulk had come out firstly fighting off the guards around him and then the last guard was about to get to me until he was flung across the room and the hulk chased after him, Clint then went to get his bow and arrow as Tony got his suit, just leaving me and the leader left. She picked up the gun and aimed it directly at me, Bucky saw and went to tackle her to the ground but whilst doing so the gun fired landing directly at my shoulder as it pierced through my flesh.
Bucky then killed her and then everyone ran up to me seeing the state i was in, it would be too painful if they picked me up, but then a big green hand easily and delicately picked me up and carried me to the infirmary as everyone trailed.
I was put back on a bed as they cut my top off assessing the wounds, my cut had reopened and my stomach bleeding as well as my bullet wound on my shoulder and my lip, the guards had killed all the doctors so we were the only ones in here and if we called an ambulance then they would see the countless bodies in the living room.
"Just let me die" i murmured as everything would change now after this considering what i just did and now that Bucky's back, i knew him before i even met Steve.
"We're not going to let you die"Clint replied.
"Look at me after everything i've done how do i deserve to live".I stated with a single tear falling down my eye and i winced out in pain as everywhere hurt more and more.
"Because we're the same as you"Bucky replied as he looked at me sorrowfully.The last time i ever saw Bucky was when he got fired from the red room, so i hope he knows i eventually moved on from him since.
"Hulk can you bring Bruce back we are gonna need him"Tony stated as he started cleaning my wounds as best as he could.I really didn't want to see his face it would just break me but i didn't have a choice.
The hulk went around the corner and transformed back to Bruce and then a few minuets later came back in some clothes he found and when he looked at me his face dropped, he saw the state i was in forgetting about everything else and started to clean my wounds then he saw the bullet wound in my shoulder and said "We need to get the bullet out" as he quickly moved around and got some anaesthetics to ease the pain, he started by getting some tweezers to grab hold of the bullet, he looked at me saying "your going to be alright" with a small smile on his face.
Whilst he started taking it out Tony and Clint were trying to stop the bleeding from my stomach.Eventually he got the bullet out and started pressing on the wound to stop the bleeding, whilst doing that Tony and Clint started stitching me back up, the anaesthetic started to run out as i wanted to scream it hurt that much but instead a single tear fell down my eye, Bruce could sense the pain i was in and whispered "You don't have to hold it in".I hesitated at first but one particular stitch hurt that much, i moaned out in pain and they noticed and tried to do it as carefully as they could.
By the time they had finished, the bleeding on my shoulder had stopped and now Bruce started stitching me up, everyone else had gone out the to room to talk and it just left me and Bruce. "Are you alright?"Bruce said sadly whilst now cleaning up my face.
"Do i look alright?"I responded to Bruce.
There was a small silence.
"I'm a monster"I replied
"So am i"Bruce replied.
"No your not, i mean just look at me, look at what i just did no human would kill all them people and feel nothing, i feel nothing Bruce.....when i was fighting i saw everyone's faces and it's like they never knew me, they were afraid of me and they're because this is the real me and i can't hide the fact that it's not".I stated.
"Natasha i know you, the real you and no matter what anyone else thinks i will always love you."Bruce stated.
"I love you too".I replied with a smile.
Small pause*
"What about you and Bucky?"Bruce said.
"After what they did to me, the punishment they gave to me, i didn't want to think about him or i couldn't, what they did to me was the worst pain i've ever felt in my life and looking directly into his eyes just made me remember", i looked down and showed Bruce the massive scars that were on my wrists, i couldn't explain the rest.
He brought me into a big hug saying "Just get some rest i'll talk to the others".Giving me a smile and walking out the door.
All i could think about was what they were thinking about me and how they would react if i talked to them, after awhile i was that exhausted i managed to get some sleep.
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