I then headed back into the lounge where everyone was and they all looked at me sympathetically, why are they looking at me like that! "We didn't realise it helped you sleep we're sorry"Clint stated.
"What did you tell them?!"I said panicked.
"I-i it just slipped out they, they were questioning me"Bruce stated ashamed.
"I trusted you"I stated sadly as i quickly walked away to my room and i heard Bruce shouting out for me "Nat wait!"I continued and stormed into my room locking the door. Shortly after Bruce rushed to me and tried to open the door saying "Nat open up"Sadly. I just ignored it and lay in my bed i've never felt this kind of betrayal before and it hurts.A lot.
I need to take my mind off things so i searched to see if i had any vodka preferably anywhere but to no avail.I would have to wait for Bruce to move as he was sitting at my door. He eventually did and i checked the coast was clear, i silently tried to sneak into the kitchen to get some, i made my way mostly unnoticed until there was Bucky stood in the kitchen, i don't know if he was just going on a mission or he was in fact the winter soldier who was apart of him as he wore his goggles and mask.
He looked at me as i grabbed a bottle of vodka and then he came behind me, i just said a small "Hi" hoping he would just simply go away but he grunted, that definitely meant the soldier has come out to play.I placed the vodka on the counter and was looking for some glasses but there weren't any, i stood back up and reached my hand to grab the bottle but that was cut off my metal grip to my wrist, he started pulling me away to him, "Buck what are you doing?!"I stated but he completely ignored me.
He pulled me into the lounge where everyone was sat still having a firm connection to my wrist as everyone looked confused i was still trying to pull away but he had grabbed my wrist that was hurt.He then sat down straightly and switched his human arm to my wrist this way i could easily get away.I let go of his hand and was about to walk away until i metal grip grabbed me by the waist making me sit on his lap. "Bucky what are you doing?"I said confused as i tried to escape his impossible wall but his grip just got tighter and tighter until i was finding it difficult to breath. "Bucky let go off me"I said angrily he's never been like this before.
Everyone then seemed uneasy as they realised i couldn't escape his powerful grip "Buck let go"Steve now said but he just ignored him easily.They realised it was impossible to loosen his grip on me, i continued struggling; he still thinks he's mine, maybe that hug brought him back memories.
After multiple attempts i tried to find my way out as they tried to separate us and now Bruce was looking at me strangely. I thought i was going to be stuck her forever suffocating until i shouted "James". He looked at me and let go as i stood up with a deep breath taking as much oxygen as possible and everyone noticed that, Bruce came up to but i just walked back away to my vodka and quickly walked upstairs and back to my room; i could tell Bruce was chasing after me but i easily beat him and locked the door behind me.
I got back into my room and took a big mouthful of vodka but it barely affected me.I took a few more, ok five more and my mind started to fuzz and i could tell Bruce had left, maybe to get some food as it was now 8am i was very hungry but for now i'll just stick to this.
By the time i was satisfied i looked at the bottle my vision now a blur but i could make out i had at least drank 3/4 of the bottle.I couldn't care less i just wanted to back to sleep and the alcohol also used to help me with that.
I closed my eyes and when it woke up it was 3pm; i was starving. I had the biggest headache.I needed to get something to eat so i reluctantly started walking to the door and unlocked it just about, i walked down the stairs and i think everyone was off busy doing some work; my head felt it was just going to give up at any moment.
I walked into the kitchen and started making a sandwich and as i hazily started walking out Bruce walked in.
"Are you alright"Bruce said worriedly.
"yeah i-i'm fine"I managed to slur out.
"Are you drunk?!"He replied.
"n-nO"but that didn't seem to convincing.
"Do you need any help?"
"No i-i don't need your help"I said walking away and rubbing my forehead.
"Nat please let me help you"
"No don't"I stated then walking up the stairs dizzily and i managed to get into my room.I shut the door and walked back to my bed and started eating hungrily and drinking more alcohol.A few minutes later Bruce walked in.I forgot to lock the door.He came in and sat next to me and i carried on drinking until he quickly took the nearly empty bottle away from me.
"No"I stated trying to get the bottle back.
"Nat you need to drink some water...i can't believe you drank that much"He replied handing me a bottle of water.
"I-it's not up to you"My headache now getting worse and worse.
"Hey i'm sorry about before, i didn't mention anything about the red room though"
"Y-you didn't"
"No"
"O-oh...i-i'm sorry i just assumed that..."I said sadly
"I shouldn't have even mentioned anything in the first place"He said looking down.
I then wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist and hugged him pinning him to the bed and i kissed him passionately.
"Nat you're drunk"He replied breaking the kiss.
"I know"I said about to kiss him back but he places his hand over my mouth stating "you need to sober up" and handing me the water bottle.
I sighed replying "Fine"as i drank a mouthful of water and handed him the bottle back but he gave me a look so i rolled my eyes and drank some more.I then brought him into a big hug again and i lay in his arms.
"Can i see your wrist?"Bruce asked.I lifted it up to him still with the bandage on and he kissed it softly and put my arm back down.
We then decided to go downstairs and sit with the others; i sat next to Bruce holding onto him. The winter soldier was still there.He started giving Bruce a mean glare as he thought i was still his so i just held onto Bruce tighter.
Bruce then realised and felt a bit threatened and uncomfortable. "Bucky stop"i Stated.He just continued to look at Bruce and me saying his name he stood up and was walking directly towards Bruce. He was so unpredictable so i quickly stood in front of Bruce before he could get to him. He then looked directly into my eyes and pushed me strongly to the side and before i could get up as i still had a headache he grabbed Bruce by the collar and started pulling him away with him.I quickly got up as Steve also did trying to loosen his grip but it was no use.
He pushed Bruce into a spare room and stood in the doorway still so we couldn't get in, he then sprayed something he had which made me and Steve cough deeply. He then quickly shut the door locking it.He was going to kill him.
"Bucky open up" me and Steve shouted, i just prayed Bruce didn't turn into the hulk.Steve started kicking the door down but it was really sturdy. I could hear some painful moans, i need to get him in quickly.
I got something that would pick the lock, i quickly whipped it open and there was Bruce lay on the floor painfully blood pouring from his face. He was about to hit him again until i quickly ran in front of Bruce shielding the punch as Steve tried to hold him back, Bruce let out a painful cough as i turned to look at him, he was practically shaking.I held him in my arms holding him close as blood bled onto my shirt now."Hey it's alright i'm right here"I said softly.
Steve was holding him back as strong as he could but he just pushed him out the room locking the door again just leaving me and Bruce with him.
Alone.
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