A few days had past, a few days stuck in a hospital bed in the facility.Bruce had been amazing he stayed with me most of the time and all i could really do is watch movies and sleep.
I finally got given the green light so i could walk around properly, but it did feel weird. I almost forgot what had happened with the whole red room situation and saving Bruce, i walked out next to Bruce and all the avengers were congratulating me, i hated these kind of situations but it was very kind of them considering how i left it off with them.
"I just wanted to say i'm sorry guys for leaving you all, i shouldn't have gone by myself."I stated
Steve replied saying "It's alright, i know things didn't go very smoothly but something worse could have potentially happened if we all went".
Everyone nodded their heads and i just smiled back.
Then tony blurted out "Let's have a party tonight".Because he always made excuses to throw a party.
Everyone agreed even i did because i wanted to do something fun considering being stuck in a hospital bed was probably the same pain as being shot in the first place.
I looked at the time and it was 10am so we had hours until the party.
I looked over at Bruce and he was just sat on his own on a bar stool, i walked over to him to see if he was alright.
"You ok?"I asked confused as he had a sad look on face.
He took a few seconds to respond saying "um yeah i'm fine." He replied with a fake smile.
I gave him a i know your lying type of look and he then added "I was just imagining if you actually died a- and i don't know how i would cope without you."
"I feel the exact same about you Bruce, but were both here together so there's nothing to worry about."I said giving him a hug, that's when i turned and realised everyone was looking at us, until they quickly turned away.
I responded by saying "It just comes to show how i'm the only assassin here". I said with a small smirk on my face.
Everyone just giggled back.
That's when i felt the pain again in my side, i hadn't felt it in so long i almost forgot about it.I clenched onto my side, trying to hide all the pain, until Bruce noticed saying "Are you alright?"
"Umm not really"i said taking deep breathes.
"What is it?"Bruce replied anxiously.
"Remember awhile ago i got random pains on my side? Well they're back."I replied.
"Oh right, ok lets go to my lab to check it out."
We walked as fast as we could as i sat down on the chair still in pain. Ok we'll need to do a scan on you to see what's wrong, here we only have an ultrasound scanner otherwise we'll have to go to a hospital to have a CT scan or an MRI scanner but i know you don't like hospitals so." Bruce explained.
"At least i'll get to use it once"I said in a sad tone knowing that i can never have a child considering the red rood room sterilised me.
Bruce just listened to what i said but then he realised what i meant and looked down saying "I'm sorry that i can't have kids."Then i completely forgot that i hadn't told him.
"Neither can i."I said with tears in my eyes.Bruce looked at sympathetically he didn't know what to say.
"Um, in the red room where i was trained, where i was raised, they have a graduation ceremony, they sterilise you... it's efficient um one less thing to worry about, the one thing that matters more than a mission, it makes everything easier even killing." I could feel tears stinging my eyes as i looked up at Bruce.
He just knelt down and hugged me i wanted to stay like that forever in Bruce's arms until the pain came back. "Ahhh" i winced in pain.
He let go of me and said "Are you sure?".I nodded my head.
I took off my shirt, then looking down i could see the last massive scar that was added to the collection, I looked up at Bruce's face as he took a good look at all the scars on my body. "Wow" he stated seeing all the pain i had been through.
He came back to reality and started by rubbing the cool gel across the place where it hurt it was mostly on my upper right abdomen, i'm pretty sure it's my liver.
The coolness of the gel put the pain at ease as i watched Bruce then started scanning around the area.
"It seems to me that you um have radiating liver pain".He said showing me the screen, "it could be due to something you ate or could be something do with blood flow."He said whilst looking down thinking he was the cause of it.
"Hey it's not your fault, it happened way before you transferred blood."I replied.
"And quickly appeared back when i did, at first you could have eaten something and then i just made it worse."He said.
"Hey you said it yourself if you wouldn't have done it i would have died".I stated.He nodded his head.
"It can easily fixed with a healthy diet and lots of exercise."He replied.
"I don't think that will be a problem". I replied smirking at him.
"So you can't be drinking any alcohol at that party miss Romanoff" He said childishly.
"You'll have to keep a special eye on me"I said flirting back.
Bruce went to get some paper towels to wipe the gel away, as he was doing so he was still looking at my scars.
"Do you have a kink doctor banner?"I replied jokingly as i knew he would freak out.
His eyes darted to the floor and his cheeks went all red, "Um".He responded debating with himself of what to say.
"I was kidding".I said saving him whilst putting on my shirt and laughing at how adorable he was.
He's such a dork.
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(I may or may not know the shower scene with Bruce and Nat off by heart, yikes)
Yasmin<3
