It was a folder all about me, everything i could think off all my worst moments in my life all in one folder. I presume he was going to leak it all, he must have been the one who lead the other project so hopefully he would be the last one left.
"Nat what are they?"Bruce questioned.
"They are...fuck...everything bad i've done is all in this one folder".I said scrolling through the countless pages and there was multiple sex tapes of me, and not just the one from the guy i recently killed, they were just random guys i hooked up with if i felt down.
How did they even get all of this, it must have been the red room because 3/4 of the videos were of me in the red room as i could see on the thumbnails.
"What should we do with it?"Bruce stated.
"I don't know but i know for a fact nobody other than me is going to watch them if i have to".I replied running my hand through my hair.
"But what if we spot something you don't and it can be very unhealthy for you to watch them again"Steve stated.
"You don't even understand what's on here"I replied putting my hands in my head."For everything that i've done in these videos you might as well kill me now"I stated looking directly into his eyes.
They went quiet.
Then two guards dragged the guy out of the room past us as i just sighed.
"So are we just going to delete the videos?"Bruce stated.
"I don't know"I said now pacing around the room.
"It could be very important information of what's to come next".Steve said.
"Could it get any worse?"I stated.
Small pause.
"If we do watch the videos together you are going to see the real me"I stated.
"That isn't the real you"Bruce replied.
"You both know that isn't true"I said looking down.
I chose the most recent video and started playing it as Bruce and Steve also watched. It was one of the sex tapes, i paused it a few seconds in quickly and stated "Just letting you know i felt really alone then so..."I just shut up and started playing it again.
It looked like i was really drunk as he pushed me onto the bed, i slowly took off his shirt revealing a big tattoo on his back. I paused it and searched up the symbol and it came up with this other group or gang that the red room owed.
I skipped through the video a bit stating "Ok we don't want to watch that"as it got a bit heated and i quickly muted it.
"I think i remember seeing the logo somewhere in the red room though as well".I said clicking off the video and onto another one of me when i was a lot younger.I was getting punished by the red room, "there" i pointed at the tattoo on the back of the guys neck who was beating me up harshly, i was just used to it but that's all Bruce and Steve focused on.
"Oh yeah"Bruce stated as Steve was still in shock.I quickly took the USB and put it in my pocket saying "I'll get rid of it later".
"How can you live with that?"Steve stated.
"I don't have a choice"I said patting him on the shoulder.
"Do you think this is the last of it?"Bruce questioned.
"I hope so" i replied.
A few hours later everyone just started doing some work trying to forget about the folder, but i couldn't stop thinking about it and how easy it was to expose me like that, i knew they kept information about everyone in the red room but i didn't know they would go to that extent.
I took out the USB in my pocket and looked at it, i wanted to know more, i wanted to know what else there was to see, the curiosity was taking over me. But no, i couldn't why on earth would i want to;I put it back in my pocket trying to ignore it.
But i gave in. I put it in my laptop and started watching a few videos, all the memories came back and i started crying, crying on how miserable my life used to be but now how happy i am now surrounded by people who they would say i'm alike to but we all know that's not true, everyone is known for doing something amazing and then there's me...a killer.
Bruce then came saying "Are you alright?" as he saw my teary eyes, i quickly shut the laptop and wiped my eyes saying "i'm fine".
He then saw the USB in my laptop "You didn't get rid of it did you?" He said softly.
I then looked down and stated "Ugh no" as i quickly took it out placing it on the table.
"You need to get rid of it"He replied.
"I know...i just have this feeling that i shouldn't".
"If you want we can together".
"Ok....together".
I sighed and threw it on the floor and crushed it and Bruce did as well.I felt a weight lifted off my shoulder like my past was finally gone.
"I love you"I said bringing him into a big hug as i relaxed in his arms.
"I love you too"He said then kissing my forehead.
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