God's Plan

68

Aubrey

"Was that wifey?"Chubbs asked beside me

"Yeah."I nodded simply

"You haven't said anything about her since you been here.Everything alright?"Niko asked me

All the guys had turned their attention to me.

"We uh..we're going through some shit."I said

"What the fuck happened?"Chubbs asked

I explained a little bit of the situation.Not too much on the details though.

"Wait her family was meeting your mom this weekend and you aren't there?"40 asked me

I nodded."I mean..that really doesn't have shit to do with me."

Oli chuckled and shook his head.

"That's fucked up."Niko told me

"How is that fucked up?They don't need me there for that shit."I said

"It's respect.You said her family is like old school right?"Chubbs said

I nodded.

"You know people like that appreciate time and effort.You left her there with Adonis and your mom and you think that shit cool?"Chubbs pressed me

I rolled my eyes.

"You niggas turned soft."I shook my head

"You're a fuckin' idiot.You did all that to get her back once again and you're doing this dumb shit.That girl doesn't ask you for shit."40 told me

"We not tryna lecture you bro but..if you love her you gotta be able to make sacrifices.Like you definitely could've come down here next weekend instead.We would've been here either way."Niko said

Sacrifice.There was that word again.It took me back to conversation with Jas's dad about all the things she's sacrificed to be with me and I couldn't even go to her cookout.

"..Fuck."I mumbled

"Get your shit together 'cause I can't handle you being depressed over her dumping your ass again."Chubbs nudged me

I nodded.

Jasmine

"Well I don't know.I was just wondering if there's anything I can do.Like what do you do when Kyle's mad at you Gia?"I asked on facetime with her and Bianca

I was in bed after my shower.

"Well I usu-

"Girl you don't need to do shit for that man!The fuck is wrong with y'all?"Bianca interrupted

"That's why you're single now!"Gia said playfully

"Oh yeah and how's that marriage going?Huh?"Bianca responded

I slightly gasped.

"That was low."Gia said

Bianca sighed."Im sorry but Im sick of us always having to stick our neck out for these men that don't do shit.They don't sacrifice shit.We're the ones doing all the giving and they just take take take!"

I sighed feeling like I was back at square one.

"You're not in the wrong at all Jas.Yes he has the right to feel how he feels but he put it all on you like it's your fault.Your health is not something you can control and it's not okay for him to do that.He has no right to be upset at you."Bianca continued her rant

She was a few glasses of wine in so she was a little rambly.

"That's all true but if you know he isn't going to make the first move then you should do something.It doesn't have to be extravagant.You could just make dinner for the two of you and light some candles.Try to talk out your issues."Gia said