God's Plan

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Jasmine
4 am

I couldn't sleep..I didn't understand why Aubrey was upset at me.I know he's upset in general that his bestfriend keeps hitting on me but it's not my fault.Well maybe it is..maybe when we hang out I give him the wrong idea.

I got out of the bed and put on Aubrey's hoodie before walking out of the room.

"Where are you going?"Bruce asked

"I have to go talk to O'Brien."I told him

"I don't think that's a good idea."He told me

"I don't care."I said

I walked down the hall to his room and knocked on the door.I heard it click and then it opened.

"Jas."He squinted

"Can we talk?"I asked him

He nodded."Come in."

"No..I should stay here..um- listen..I don't know why this keeps happening but you have to stop."I shook my head

"Aubrey is your bestfriend-

"Was."He corrected

I sighed."I-I really didn't want to come in between you too..but OB we could never be together.Im with Aubrey.I love Aubrey."

He nodded."Yeah I know...I just..when I get drunk I say all the things I'd been feeling."

"Im sorry..I swear it won't happen again."He said

I nodded."Im really not the one that needs the apology.You two are heated right now..especially him..but just work it out."

"I'll try."He mumbled

"Are you okay?I mean..your drinking is excessive and it's not my place but I've been ther-

"Im all good Jas."He cut me off

"Are you sure?You can talk to me I-

"Boss wait."I heard Bruce down the hall

I looked over and saw Aubrey walking toward me.

"Fuck are you doing?"He said

"I-Im talking."I told him

He grabbed my arm and started to pull me back towards our bedroom.

"Aubrey!Let go."I said lowly

He ignored me and we made it back to our room.He closed the door.

"You just love to piss me off."He said pacing around the room

I sat quietly on the bed.This feeling was too familiar.

Fear.

"Are you fucking him?"He asked

I shook my head.

"Im not gonna ask again."He said

"Im not."I said

"Then why the fuck were you with him?!?"He yelled

"I understand you're upset but I didn't do anything!!"I yelled back

"You didn't answer the question."He chuckled

"I wanted to talk to him and let him know that Im yours."I told him

"You're not mine.You belong to like 3 other niggas too."He shook his head