I'll Fix Everything | Wangxian

Chapter forty-three

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HAHA HERE IT IS!!!

I THOUGHT I WASN'T GOING TO BE IN TIME I was shitting myself lmao but AHA I made it! And I was busy for the better half of the day today so this really is an accomplishment LOL

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I'll upload again tomorrow after classes for my other ?donator? is that the word? I'm stupid lol ignore me, who generously sent me a fiver <3

-They were surprised when Wei Ying burst into tears, sobbing loudly into Lan Zhan's neck, "I-It wasn't me... It wasn't me!" He wailed, crying his eyes out.

-Lan Zhan gasped, "Wei Ying!" He cried in alarm, "Why are you cry- what wasn't you?" He asked urgently, although, his question was answered only a second later.

"Wei Wuxian, you should know that A-Li-"

Everything was red. They saw the shock on Wei Ying's face, the terror, how he was utterly paralyzed.

Wei Ying screamed.

Empathy broke as Wei Ying curled into a ball, screaming and crying into his knees, rocking back and forth with his hands clawing at his skin, pressed firmly over his ears.

Yanli gasped, "Xianxian!" She cried, rushing forward she touched him making him flinch, "Ah, A-Xian!"

Wei Ying shook his head, "I'm sorry Shije I'm sorry Shije I'm sorry Shije I'm sorry Shije!!!" He wailed, screaming.

Lan Xichen placed his hands over his mouth, sobbing briefly before summoning Liebing, playing a calming melody for Wei Ying's mind.

Lan Zhan hugged Wei Ying tightly, shaking himself.

His heart had been shattered over and over watching Wei Ying's memories. All he could do was comfort his soulmate, "Wei Ying!" He cried weakly.

Wei Ying clutched his arms, clinging onto him, "I-I didn't mean to I-I didn't mean to!!"

Jiang Cheng almost looked away, feeling murderous for all the people who pushed his brother to near-insanity.

He also felt guilt.

He knew he was also responsible, "Shixiong!" He wailed, placing a hand on Wei Ying's back.

Wei Ying cried, hiding himself in Lan Zhan's long sleeves.

It wasn't him who had murdered Jin Zixuan. It wasn't him who had killed Jiang Yanli's husband and Jin Rulan's father. It wasn't him.

But the Weis had died because of it.

His sister had died because of it.

He had died because of it.

Wei Ying wailed loudly. He had this whole plan for his family, for his son, they were going to be free and happy...

It's not fair!!!!!!! Wei Ying screamed again, sounding like he was being murdered.

Lan Zhan winced, "Wei Ying!" He sobbed, hugging him tighter, he didn't know what else to do to soothe the agony burning Wei Ying's soul.

"It's okay Wei Ying... everything is okay it will be okay..." Lan Zhan whispered, but Wei Ying shook his head, frizzing his hair with the friction.

"It-it's not okay!" He cried, "It will ne-never be okay!!"

I will never be okay...

Lan Zhan shut his eyes tightly, "Wei Ying..." He whispered, the sound strained and trembling, breaking from the pain of listening to Wei Ying, the cheerful boy's screams and cries.