So many things are going through my mind right now, I can't even focus on shit. Had the shittiest break ever, and I don't even know where to start with dealing with this shit. I'm just so drained at this point.
"Do you have a plan?" Kamva asks. I look at her and bury my face on my hands. I shake my head and just stare into space.
"A piece of advice. Talk to the person affected here too. Not to stress her, but because she could help you." She says. And at that the bell rang and we were going to LO Sport.
I get to the field and sit on the bench as we wait for ma'am.
Thandi comes and sits next to me then I look at her and put my hand on her thigh. "Whatsup?" I ask then she looks at me.
"You not okay. What's wrong?" She asks then I shake my head.
"I'll be fine. Just been a long day." I say.
"Let me give you some space to think nhe." She says rubbing my back. I look at her then give her a kiss on her cheek. She smiles then stands up and goes to her friends.
Motaung comes and I stand up and go to her even before she can greet the class and say, "We need to talk. Now." then she looks at me and nods her head then I walk to a further place from where we are. More private.
"Morning class. Just run around the field twice then I'll be with you." She says then comes to me.
"What's wrong?" She asks then I look at her. I deadass can't say this. I take my phone and hand it to her.
She watches the video for a few seconds then looks at me. "Aviwe." She warns.
"Lerato knows." I say sitting down on the grass.
"How?" She asks trying to stay calm.
"I don't know. She just- she just sent me this shit then in order for this not to get out I have to sleep with her till she feels satisfied." I say.
"Look Aviwe. I don't give a fuck what you do, but I'm NOT losing my job over this shit." She says as she starts to get pissed.
"I'm working on it." I say looking at her.
"Work faster Aviwe. Fix it." She says raising her voice a bit louder.
"Eyy. Why does it sound like you pissed at me? I didn't do this." I say.
"Oh is that so?" She says.
"Yes. You think I just woke up one day and decided to ruin someone I care deeply abouts life. I'm not that bored." I say.
"So you fucken say." She says then I stand up and look at her.
"Nigga. I was- I was fucking ready to take the blame and say I forced myself on you, but because Lerato is ten steps ahead of me, no one would believe me. Especially my rents, so don't do that. DO NOT." I say.
"Aviwe. I don't care what you do. Fix this. It's your fault she even knows. You the one who approached me, and we got to this point." She says then I look at her surprised.
"Oh. I forced you to have sex with me. That's crazy." I say then as she is about to say something I carry on.
"And, if you remember correctly on this day, I wanted nothing to do with you, but you seduced me. So I did what any other normal person would do right? So don't act like this is on me. If it wasn't for your persistent ass, none of this would've happened!" I say a little loud just so her and I can hear then walk away.
What the actual fuck. She really tryna blame me for shit we did together. Fucken hell. For something she fucken wanted. How do these huns blame me everytime something fails but never see their role in the hole equation.
Can't be pissing a nigga off while she pissed. Cause Imma flip at this point.
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Always Forever
Romance"Meet Aviwe, the charismatic and captivating individual who seems to have it all - loving and supportive parents, a tight-knit circle of friends, and unparalleled popularity. She's the epitome of perfection, the object of every girl's desire. But wh...
