On my way back from Khanyas. I called my rents and found out Thandile left minutes ago, so I was currently on my way to her crib. I just passed by Woolies and got a few things.
I arrive at her house and knock on the door. She opens and when she sees me she rolls her eyes but walks in the house without closing the door. I let myself in then follow her to the TV room.
I put the things I bought on the dining room table on my way in then we sit down. She sits on the other couch and I look at her. "Really. You that pissed?" I ask then she looks at me for a second then back at the TV.
I stand up and go sit next to her. I lift her legs and put them on top of me then I look at her. "Kiss nyana?" I ask then she lets out a chuckle.
(A little kiss?)
"So you want me to kiss lips that have kissed every hun in that school. Huh, I'm a joke to you for real sham." She says then I lean my head back on the couch for a minute.
"Can I tell you everything and be completely honest with you Thandi?" I ask then she finally puts the remote down and gives me her attention.
"Its about some gotdamn time." She says.
"So after the shit noLerato angithi we were good?" She nods her head then I carry on.
(So after the shit with Lerato we were good right?)
"Okay so days later there was uLinda tryna do funny things-, BUT I stopped that one even before it began. Nothing happened." I say, but she doesn't say anything.
As I was about to carry on she cut in- "I really hope you not lying." She says lowly and I nod my head.
"All I'm tryna do right now is tell you everything, I'm not gonna lie." I say.
"Then two days back, there was uKhanya." I say then she looks down and shakes her head. This confession could either make or break our relationship, never been this scared to do some.
I explain the entire story to her leaving no stones unturned. And yes even the shit that we almost did in the car, I told her. I just can't keep lying to her cause at the end of the day, she was right. I'm making her a clown and I just think she deserves better.
"Are you serious?" She asks then I just nod my head, but I don't say anything. She lets out a few short laughs.
"Wow. Wow Aviwe." She says then removes her legs from on top of me.
"So you want her?" She asks then I shake my head.
"Nah. Thandile even now-" I get my phone and open my chats to Khanyas and give it to her.
"Now, that's were I come from. Thandile I love you, yes it took me time to realise how much I actually do love, care and wanna be with you, but at this point in time there's no one else I see. Only you, that's why I'm here." I say.
"Thandile, I wanna be completely honest with you. From the beginning. When you and I started dating, I won't lie my heart was not fully in it. I wanted to be with uKhanya, but because of the circumstances I - we couldn't be together. But as we spent more time together, I became more and more attached to you. I realised that you are the one I want to be with. Thandile I love you so much it's crazy, you are the only one I see." I say and end it there. She shakes her head and stands up.
"So I was your second option?" She asks.
"Nah- yes. I mean, kinda. But as my feelings for you actually started progressing, I realised that you never were an option. I was the problem. Thandile one thing about me, I will never make a person an option in my life whereas they have to feel like they need to fight for space in my life. Thandile everytime I messed up you forgave me and I can't say many people would do that. After everything I've put you through you still found it in your heart to forgive me and it just goes to show how I took your love for granted. But not anymore. I wanna be better for you, I want to spend the rest of my life with you. And if we weren't so damn young I would be giving you a promise ring right now. I'm not tryna play you, I'm done with that shit. I just wanna be happy with one person. You." I say then she sits down with her face in her hands.
I go to her and pull her to me. "I promise I'll be better. I want to be better. I only want you. No one else." I say then she cries in my arms. I clench my jaw as a tear escapes my eye. I wipe it then lift Thandile's head up and kiss her on her forehead. "Only you." I say then hold her tightly. She holds my back and in that moment everything felt complete. This is where I want to be for life. This is my end..
"I love you." I say then she pulls back and looks at me.
"I love you too." She says then I smile and peck her lips. I wipe her tears and look at her beautiful self.
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Always Forever
Romance"Meet Aviwe, the charismatic and captivating individual who seems to have it all - loving and supportive parents, a tight-knit circle of friends, and unparalleled popularity. She's the epitome of perfection, the object of every girl's desire. But wh...
