Always Forever

Chapter 60

We are back at school and it's been six months since MD and things have been going hella good. No one has brought up the things that happened at the after-party and that's a good thing.

Well right now I'm currently on my way to meet with Lerato. She needed my help with something and I agreed, even though I don't know what that something is.

It's quiet and I'm actually confused. Why would she need my help in such a quiet place. What the hell. "Hey?" She's says from behind me giving me a mini fright.

"What the fuck." I say then she laughs. She wraps her arms around my neck hugging me then I pat her back confused as shit.

"And then what's going on?" I ask.

"Nothing." She says then goes and sits on a bench.

I look at her then go join her. "Aren't you cold?" I ask looking at her outfit and this weather.

"Why?" She asks.

"You wearing a skirt in this weather." I say.

"No I'm fine." She says but then I see her shivering then I just shake my head and look at her.

"What did you need my help with?" I ask looking at her. She looks at me.

"Oh yeah. Just a sec till I warm myself up." She says then I lean against the table. She rubs her thighs going up and down then I get distracted by that. When she sees me looking she moves the skirt up to see she's not wearing any underwear.

I very quick fast in a hurry looked away and stood up. She held my hand then I looked at her. "Please." She begged.

"Lerato no." I say then she opens her legs up a bit more till everything is visible. I clench my jaw then remove my hand from her grip.

"You can't be serious." I say getting serious.

"I miss you, well your touch. Just today. Thandile doesn't have to know." She says then I let out a chuckle.

I move from next to her. "My phone is here, you can check. I'm not recording anything. You can even strip me for any wires." She says then I laugh and just walk away leaving her there.

I hear her moan then I clench my jaw and look back to see her touching herself. Fuuuuuccckkkk. I give myself a little talk. 'Just walk the fuck away' one voice says.

'No one has to know. Or will know' the other says.

'You've been with Thandi for over a year and you willing to just let it go'

'She won't know' I shrug my shoulders.

'You have already walked away. Just leave'

'You gonna regret this'

I clench my jaw. At some point I finally listen to one and just do my thing.

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I'm back home and I just can't focus. My mind goes to places it's not supposed to be. Lerato and her touching herself this morning floods my mind. I shake my head and drink some water but nothing.

I start having immediate regrets and hit my head. I can't even focus. I try to think about Thandi but that just feels wrong.

"Thinking about Lerato?" Someone asks then I immediately look their way. Thandile is by my door looking at me.

"Mmmhhh?" I ask shaking my head.

"Is it true?" She asks.

"Is what true?" I ask standing up from my study desk and walking towards her.