Always Forever

Chapter 63

It's the morning and I'm at school sitting on a bench alone. I really don't feel like company right now. My phone had been on Do Not Disturb since yesterday so I haven't spoken to anyone. I've just been listening to my music and still is right now.

I just stare into space and remember yesterday. I don't know if you know this, but I love you. Then I left. That scene keeps replaying in my mind. Since it happened I haven't been able to think straight.

I'm disturbed from my thoughts when my friends come. I look at them as they invade my personal space sitting around the bench. Kamva waves her hands in front of me and I look at her. I ignore her, well them. Next thing I feel my earphones being taken out of my ears. I look up and it's Thandi.

"Not now." I say then take my earphones and put them back in my ears. She does it again this time I stand up.

"I said not now. Don't annoy me." I say then take my car keys and leave them there. Fuck, anything and everything annoys me now. I don't care who you are or what you are to me, just don't talk or do anything to me.

I get in my car and play I Will Be There by Carl Anderson. I lean back on the chair and close my eyes. I stay like that for a while until I feel a cold breeze. I open my eyes and see Khanya getting in the car. I close my eyes and again listen to my music.

"Aviwe." She says lowly. I look at her.

"Hhmm?" I answer.

"Can we talk about yesterday?" She asks then I shake my head.

"I really don't feel like talking. But I'll listen." I say. Feels right by Lemar plays then my heart broke a little. Fuck, this song really had to play.

"Aviwe do you feel like I used you?" She asks then I shrug my shoulders but don't say anything.

"Cause that's not it. Aviwe I know one thing. I love you too, but we know we can never work and the-" I cut her off.

"Actually, that's where you wrong. I damn sure know we can work and you know too. You just don't want it to." I say.

"The only reason I'm asking for a break is because of that. I can't be with someone when I'm still in love with someone else." She says.

"And nam I said it's fine. I need to focus on my hun anyways." I say.

"Do you love her?" She asks.

"I wouldn't be with her if I didn't." I say.

"Is she not only there cause of me." She asks.

"I don't do everything cause of you. Ndiyamthanda uThandile." I say.
(Ndiyamthanda uThandile - I love Thandile)

"Not enough though." She adds.

"Sadly." I say.

"I wanna try make things work with you." She says then I look up at her.

"Are you serious?" I ask.

"But no one can know. Especially Thandile." She says.

"So a secret relationship." I say.

"No. Fine, you can tell the people you trust. But the school can't find out. I can lose my job." She says then I smile and just look at her. She smiles.

"What?" She asks.

"You are beautiful. Like everyday I see you it's like I'm seeing you for the first time, it's crazy." I say then she smiles. I put my hand on her thigh.

"Thank you." She says then I wink at her.

The dress she's wearing goes up everytime I rub up then she holds my wrist.

She takes my hand up her thigh until I feel her underwear. I clench my jaw.

She's so wet right now it's mind blowing. I run circles over her underwear pressing harder everytime. She moans and bites her lip.

I move her underwear to the side and she takes it off throwing it to my backseat and widens her legs. I let out a deap breath and close my eyes.

I love how she submits to me and let's me be dominant. Such a turn on. From her knee I let my middle finger slide up her inner thigh. She shakes from this movement and I smile to myself. As I get close to her entrance I stop and look at her. She's breathing heavily.

As I'm about to repeat what I'm doing we see Thandile walking to us. Khanya quickly closes her legs and I look at the backseat and put her underwear under my seat. I mustn't forget that.

I fix myself and when she gets to my side I put my window down. "Are you guys still fine. You've been gone for a minute." Thandi says, the last statement to Khanya.

"Yah, Viwe you ready to go?" She asks then I smile and nod my head. So she's gonna teach with no underwear on and she's wearing a dress. Love to see it.