"Meet Aviwe, the charismatic and captivating individual who seems to have it all - loving and supportive parents, a tight-knit circle of friends, and unparalleled popularity. She's the epitome of perfection, the object of every girl's desire. But wh...
Okay, so, now. A quick life update for y'all. I'm still at Buli's crib, and this is my last week, hopefully. I've been here for two weeks now, and I'm feeling great.
Everything has been going well for me, not gonna lie. I'm the happiest I've been since we last spoke and yeah man. It's Sunday and we were braaing today so we were all bathing so we can go out and buy some meat.
Okay, but for real. What's been going on with me? Okay.
Well, I wasn't lying when I said I felt better. When Buli was speaking in riddles I finally understood what the hell she was saying. Crazy how we are made to think more and outta the box to figure about what's going on with ourselves.
So these past two weeks was me fixing my mess and focusing on myself. Well the first week was me finding myself and finding healing, and apparently I blamed myself for shit that wasn't my fault, so I also had to heal on that before everything that needed to be done on the second week.
Fixing my relationships with people. People I may have hurt or people I cut off unintentionally, yeah, so that took me a whole entire week. I'm surprised as to how many people I know, that I just didn't bother actually knowing.
When I look back, I was heartless. Because of one person. Guys life, life is nonsense to be honest. And then the heart, is in my opinion the most complicated organ in the body that just confuses the brain unnecessarily.
But anyways now I'm here, I feel better knowing that there are just some random people out there who don't hate me anymore for shit, I wasn't aware of.
Yeah, so that has been my healing process in a nutshell. I still haven't spoken to Thandile, I don't know if I ever will with how Buli is doing things, but I guess we'll see. I'm not as hurt as I first was when I got here and split up with Thandile to be honest.
And that's just solely because I'm very quick to move on from shit. I'm hurt for like three days, think about the person for like a day or two, then just take them off my mind the next day. I have an entire weeks healing process and it always works.
It doesn't matter how close you and I were, or how inlove we were, but after that week, it's either I don't give a damn anymore or I still care, but not the same. So yeah man, I'm good though, like happy happy.
I finished and got out of the shower. I moisterized then put on my sports bra and underwear. I take out my black jeans and guess t-shirt and iron them.
I get dressed then I put on my socks and Jordans. I moisturise my hair then comb it then spray it when I finish. So long story short my hair needs to be cut.
I put on chains and rings then I tidy up, grab my phone and go downstairs.
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"Leboooo." I say when I see her in the kitchen. I tickle her sides then she turns to hit me but I duck.
"I'm gonna-" she says then I laugh.
"You see, anger is not needed." I say then she shakes her head.
"Where's your wife?" I ask looking around.
"I don't know. I've also been looking for her." She says sarcastically.
"I mean Buli man." I say.
"Ohhhh. Oh oh. Okay. She's upstairs getting ready. She takes longer than me." She says then I shake my head.
"Really? So you don't like when she is called your wife?" I ask.
"I never know with you. You play too damn much." She says then I laugh.
"Okay." I say then Buli comes down in the laziest fit ever.
"Okay, and you say she was up there for how long?" I ask Lebo.
"An hour and half." She says looking at the time.
"And you came down wearing that." I say to Buli then she looks at me.
"There's nothing wrong with how I'm dressed." She says then we walk to the garage.
"Yeah, if you finished in thirty minutes. Buli you are wearing a t-shirt and sweats with socks and slides. I don't think it takes long to come up with that fit let alone put it on." I say then Lebo laughs.
"Now imagine how long she takes when she actually puts in effort." She says then I laugh and shake my head.
"Yo, I need you gone." Buli jokes then Lebo and I laugh.
We get in the car then drive off to the butchery. We grab a trolley. "What do you guys want?" Buli asks.
"What meat usually gets braaied?" I ask then she walks away.
"No like really, truthfully and honestly." I say.
"Aviwe, walk away." She says then I laugh.
"Pork, beef, lamb, chicken, preferably wings, sausage... Am I missing anything else?" I ask.
"Ribs." Lebo says then I point at her.
"Ohhh, yeah." I say. We grab all those items then go to the till to pay.
"Wait, so are we only eating meat. Like what about chakalaka, rolls, pap?" I ask then they look at me.
"Can I be honest with you." Lebo says then I nod my head.
"Buli is distracting me. I struggle to shop when she's around." She says then I laugh.
"Let me go to the car then." Buli says leaving the trolley then I laugh and hold her.
"No man. We joking. Haha, laugh." I say.
"I'm joking baby." Lebo says holding her.
"You see. She's joking baby." I say then Buli looks at me weirdly.
"How are you my sister?" She asks then she takes the trolley and we go buy the rest of the items then finally go to the till.
"Wait, we didn't get snacks." I say.
"Eish, Aviwe, today you being smart." Lebo says then we go grab some chips then finally we go pay.
We pack the things in the car then drive back home.
