Abducted; Namjin

Chapter Fifty Eight

Taehyung

    "Please, Jimin. Please stop crying!" I'm at a loss on how to comfort the small pink haired beauty wrapped up in a burrito of blankets on the floor. Only tufts of pink hair and snot visible.
    He sobs loudly, kicking me away as I try to move in closer to hold him. "You let him take him away! He's my o-only friend!" He wails.
     Taking several deep breaths, I try again. "Baby, Hoseok is still here. Jin isn't gone for long. Namjoon just took him for a little while. He's my Captain. I have to follow his orders, love." I slowly crawl under the blanket and force it out of his hands, pulling him into my arms and kissing his salty face.
     He pouts up at me. "Meanie."
     "What did I do?!" Panicking.
    "Traitor!"
    "Please don't be like this."
    He slaps me with his tail! Where did that come from?!
    "Jiminie...."
    "I want to sleep with Hobi tonight." He whines, pushing me away like a stubborn disgruntled kitten angry with its owner. So cute.
    I grasp his hands and kiss his nose. "Baby, he's staying with Jooheon now."
    His eyes widen and he unravels the blanket, crawling over to the bed and plopping down on it with crossed arms. "Why?! When did this happen? Are they together now?!"
     I hesitate, not really sure what's going on anywhere. "I don't think so but who knows." I kneel between his legs and smile up at him sweetly. "Are you really mad at me?"
    His lips perk up and I have to urge to smother them in kisses. "Well no...but...the one I'm mad at isn't around so you have to be the replacement." He explains calmly, factly.
     How unjust. "Alright. You can take your anger out on me. I love you." Resting my head down on his soft thighs.
     I smile as he begins to purr softly without even realizing it. I stroke my hand up and down his leg in a comforting gesture.
     "It isn't permanent."
    "I'm worried for him." He admits. "I don't trust your Captain."
    I frown, sitting up. "I understand, I do. I wish for you to please remain opened minded, however, love. Being the same as Namjoon...our planet and ideologies are much different. What he did was wrong and I do not condone it but it's different from what Jin or you are imagining. I can understand what drove him to do it. It's not right but it's nature."
     His eyes glow with indignation and he puffs his chest out. "So you are saying...if you were in the same situation with me and another...you would do the same? You would violently assault me with your lust or another if they were your soul bonded even if they didn't want it? Is that what you are saying, Tae?" He demands.
     I pause. I've backed myself into a corner. "...I'm not saying that."
     "You would? You would push me down and hurt me for your pleasure and blame it on your nature? You would do that to another and cheat on me despite loving me so much? Explain!" He shoves me off his legs.
    I lay on the ground, trying to actually explain myself but it's hard. He doesn't understand our DNA. How our bodies and souls work. How just interconnected they are. It's not always something we can control. It's not a good thing, I won't lie about that but it's honest.
     Sitting up slowly, I stare into his unhappy eyes. "If we were to be soul-bonded and I lost you...only for you to reappear later in my life...I can not honestly predict how I would react or what I could do."
     His mouth drops open in shock. "You're just like him."
    I sigh, frustrated. "Maybe I am but I love you, Jimin. You are mine now. Is that so wrong to want you always?"
    "Hoseok wasn't his anymore and there was no consent! That's not the same thing! He hurt both of the humans!"
     "So why are you so angry at me? Why don't you go talk to Hoseok then?" I ask, exasperated. "I'm just trying to be honest and explain maybe how Namjoon was thinking and reacting. I didn't say it was right. Just trying to have you understand.
     He scoffs. "I don't like your explanations!"
     I run my fingers through my hair in frustration. "I don't know what you want from me, Jimin. Can you please tell me?"
     He trembles in anger, eyes continuing to glow. "I don't know what I want from you but not this. You can not defend him!"
    "I'm not trying to defend him! I'm just..." I shake my head. "Do we have to do this? Please?" Moving over to his side, I take his hands and kiss them softly, lacing our fingers together. Silently pleading him to drop it.
     "Will you let me love you? Please, Jiminie. I just want to love you tonight." Pulling him into my arms. "Do you not want me anymore?"
    He stiffens in my arms but finally gives in, wrapping his arms around me tightly. "I do." Pouting still.
    I run my fingers through his hair over and over again. He snuggles deeper into my arms, purring against my chest.
     Once he's calm, I take my time laying him down and slowly removing his clothes, leaving kisses on each area of freshly exposed skin I touch. He smells so good. Tastes even better.
     He bites his lip hard and I replace his teeth with my tongue, kissing him deeply. Making sure to go slow and giving him time to say no if he doesn't want me. I don't want him to think of me like Namjoon right now.
     I just want him to feel my love. All of it. All the time.
    I rest my hands on his smooth flat stomach and kiss down to his groin, spreading his legs and massaging his thighs. "Baby, can I come inside?" Pleading.
    Moaning, he nods, clenching his eyes shut tight. His nails digging into my shoulders. "P-please."
     Grinning, I take my time tasting him, preparing him for me. Showering him in love and confidence in me, in us.
     Thankfully he accepts it all and as our bodies join together, our tongues mingling and our hot panting breath filling each other's senses, I pray to the universe I never lose him. That he can carry my child and always be mine.
     I don't want to be a beast. Be a monster of a man or lose control like Namjoon but I can't deny that if I were in his place...I wouldn't lose it either.
    We all all territorial and instinctual, after all. I honestly thought Jimin could understand that being a beast himself.
    Hopefully we'll never have the chance to experience such a dreadful choice. I just want to continue to love him unconditionally with my whole being and always keep him by my side. Is that so wrong?
     I, after all, have also abducted Jimin as my own, didn't I? We're all aliens with a means in the end. For better or worse.
    Later, when Jimin is fast asleep, I kiss his cheek and just stare down at him. So beautiful. So glorious. Mine.
    "I love you, Jimin." Whispering.
     No matter what. I will do anything to make sure he remains by my side. I just hope I don't have to turn to the darker side like Namjoon did. I would though.
     He probably would never understand that, though, would he? Maybe he doesn't love me the amount I love him. If he did, he would get it.
    I just have to make him love me more by loving him even more. Maybe then...