Before He Lied

Tessa Chapter 29

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️
SENSITIVE CONTENT

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Telling him that I was raped was the hardest thing that I've ever had to do, I have never told anyone before. When it happened I was in denial, I didn't wanna believe what happened. That night I showered for hours, I wanted to cleanse my body. I wanted to get rid of his touch, I felt so dirty.

I was so worried to tell Hardin, I didn't want him to see me differently. I didn't think that he would want me anymore, I never wanted to lie to him but I didn't know if I could trust him. But everything is different now, I know that I can trust him.

He would never hurt me........

...

I look up at him and he smiles, he leans in and kisses the tip of my nose. I smile at the soft gesture.

"I'm sorry I lied about being a virgin."

"You didn't lie, you are a virgin Tess."

"I didn't think you would want me." I say softly.

"Tessa I don't ever want you to think that this will change anything, these feeling I have for you are never gonna change. I promise that I will never let anyone or anything hurt you, I've never felt this way about anyone." He says softly.

I can't help but fall for him harder, there isn't a work to describe how this man make me feel. Love isn't strong enough, there has to be a stronger word. He's stolen me from myself, I had told myself that I would never trust another person. I was so focused on my career but Hardin...........he came out of no where when I wasn't expecting him. He's everything I want, he's my everything. I can't believe I let myself be this consumed by him but I can't help it.

"What's going on in that head of yours." He asks.

"Nothing important, just thinking."

He wipes the last of my tears away before he lifts me up.

"Where are we going?" I asks softly.

"You'll see."

He walks into the bathroom and sits me on the sink, he walks over to the shower and turns on the water.

"How about a shower?" He suggests.

"Together?" I asks quietly.

"Only if you're comfortable with it."

I light shake my head before I smile, he helps me off the counter. He starts getting undressed, I take off my pants and his hoodie that I'm wearing. He's left in his boxers and I'm just in my underwear and my bra, we both examine each other. I'm very confident in my body and I have no problem being naked, it's just this is the first time we are going to see each other this exposed. Hardin is the only man that has seen my body other than Nick, I love the way I look and I love my body but I can't help but wonder what he thinks of me.

His eyes look me up and down before he looks me in the eyes, he looks shocked.

"What is it?" I ask.

"Nothing it's just......................you're so beautiful." He says shyly.

I can't help but smile, something tells me he doesn't say that word very often. It's seemed unfamiliar to him, I slowly walk towards him.

"Help me take this off."

I turn around and move my hair to the side exposing my back, his fingers trail up my back until he reaches the clasp of my bra. With a gentle movement of his fingers the bra un clips, he slides the straps down my arms before it falls to the floor. I gently kick it to the side, I slowly turn around and his eyes widen as he looks at my boobs. My boobs are my best feature other than my eyes. He looks back up at me and a huge beautiful smile comes across his face.