Worst enemy
                              January 15, 2013
                              Tone: self conscious
                              Who is your worst enemy?
                              The closest friends can really sting.
                              A fake smile can burn after a while
                              Into place it'll settle
                              Choke in your own words
                              Saying "I'm fine" and "Nothing's wrong" until it becomes believable
                              You sigh
                              Then look into the mirror
                              Who's your worst enemy?
                              You eye yourself
                              Your hands against the mirror
                              Your expressionless lips turn into a frown
                              Who's your worst enemy?
                              Your worst enemy is yourself.
                               Conclusion: In chi story class today the quote, "If you can't take care of yourself than your not worth living."  Came up. Obviously I butchered it a little but I thought about it and I wagered with it because I would jump in front of a bullet for a stranger or a close friend. My life to me isn't worth really anything and because of that I can give it up so easily. I don't really cherish my life. I cheeriest others lives. I figured then that I am my own worst enemy. Any bullet, any car, any situation that would involve me s ing someone and giving up my life would be grasped by me without a second thought. I don't care for myself. I'm not worth living.
                                      
                                          
                                  
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