A Chaos Called Love ❤️

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People might say the heart is blind, but it is actually the wisest part of the body. Have you ever heard the saying "reason ignores what the heart already knows"?
The heart knows intuition, misery, love better than anything else.
Our logical mind might try to find logic and reason in everything we do or feel but our heart ... Well our heart has a mind of its own...
you should never ignore your heart if you do so then yo will never know why you went in that direction in first place..

Sidharth was experiencing something similar.His heart was showing him a direction which according to him never existed.

He was restless already, seeing Shehnaaz after 3 years has filled him with endless contradictory emotions and suddenly when she vanished from his sight he just couldn't function well.
Very paradoxical to his logical self he was behavior like a insane person.
He left the ball room without thinking what everyone will think about his action.

He scanned through the ball room and he could not get to see Nayan ,his heart started fabricating worst reasons possible for Shehnaaz's evanescence.
Her safety has always been his top most concern , he started calling Nayan just make sure that he has not done anything to Shehnaaz but he didn't pick up, he knows that she is not a kid whom someone can lure with toffees but still his restless heart was making him do things.
What if he had mixed something in her drinks , a sudden fear crossed his mind and he started running toward her room like a insane man.

He called Taniya to ask about her room number and instructed her to look for Shehnaaz near the pool and the lobby.
He rushed to the room and rang the doorbell continuously.

Shehnaaz was crying her heart out, when she heard the doorbell she got startled.
Her entire makeup was ruined and her eyes and nose had turned red because of crying.
She took good 5 minutes to open the door as he didn't want anyone to know about her condition and Sidharth was experiencing a volcano forming inside him, he was angry, sad worried and irritated all at the same time.

" What took you so long to open the door,what are you doing here, aren't you supposed to be downstairs?" a restless Sidharth asked
.
" Wait, why your nose is red , did you cry, tell me did you cry baby?
And did you meet that idiot Nayan, has he told you anything, did he give you any drinks?
I am going to kill that idiot." Sidharth just kept on speaking caressing her cheeks.

"Who Nayan? What are you saying?" A clueless Shehnaaz asked.

"Why the hell you were crying will please speak up" Sidharth mumbled as he had no interest in explaining who Nayan is .

She kept mum .

" Why the hell are you testing my patience. Though out your life you never let anyone wish me on my birthday before you , never let anyone feed me cake before you. Tu jab London main thi tab main Birthday celebrate bhi nahin karta tha , tera indifference used to chock me still i used to call you exactly at 12 so that tu mujhe pehle wish kare, cake cut bhi kiya toh pehla bite khud ko tujhe video call karke khila tha Shehnaaz. Jab main New York main that tab bhi yahi karte the hum and look at you today ,on my engagement you just vanished . Why Shehnaaz?"
Sidharth said almost at the verge of breaking down.

Last three years have been emotionally draining for him as well .
Though he rarely used to call her but not a single day has passed when he has not asked how she is doing to either her mother, Tiara or Taniya.

" Actually I was feeling puking, ro nahin rahi thi" Shehnaaz lied.

" I did inform Badi mumma before coming , bohat noise tha toh woh Suni nahin hogi" she further tried to justified.

" Why the hell did you drink then? And Shehnaaz I really don't want to talk to you, I just got worried warna I don't give a f#ck tu kya karti hai Kya nahin" He spitted.