A Chaos Called Love ❤️

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"On my way....Say that once again on my face and we will be done" he texted and started driving, his mind was on a self scrutinizing marat8hon. It started shooting barrage of question to him. Was he becoming too dependent on her?
Was he losing the balance?
why was he forcing her to fill his emotional voids? Was he moving things too fast in order to 'securre' them? Was he unable to think clearly and logically, because he was just hell petrified that he might lose her again? All these questions started flaring up in his mind. The way he had behaved with his father today was the ultimate red flag for him,it was the height of his foolhardiness, he felt ashamed of himself, this was not him,this can't be him he kept thinking when Taniya called.

"bhai, aisa kya bol diye aapne bade papa ko,unko lag raha hai, some mafia or underworld don is harassing you?" Taniya said, she had an fair idea why Sidharth stepped out but his parents were clueless.

"Why? What happened?" He asked.

"he said that you were stressed and went out in fury,did you tell him that you are going to close some unfinished business?unko lag raha hai ,you are in trouble, like someone is blackmail you or something " Taniya informed and Sidharth facepalmed in hilarity.

"tu rakh I will call him and I will be back in an hour or so, please samabhal lena" Sidharth required Taniya.

"ok, Shehnaaz ko leke aana" Taniya said before disconnecting and Sidharth didn't know what to answer. He didn’t know what turn their budding relationship going to take. One thing he knew that,he won't let her go neither would he give up upon their relationship. He hung up and called his father

"Dad ,woh..." He told ,  but he cut him in between.

"Suno,after a certain age baap aur bete ke beech friends wala relationship ho jaata hai,tum yeh mat socho ke agar tum ne koi mistake kia bhi hai toh hum maaf nahin karenge, you will always be our Perfect son.... " His father started .

"Dad listen" he tried to stop but he didn't.

"Nahin tum suno pehle,itna bada business run karna easy nahin hai, people have eyes on you, agar koi tumjhe blackmail ya pareshan kar raha hai toh batao mujhe, koi notorious insaan agar paisa waisa maang raha hai toh sahi galat ke chakkar main na padke,paise deke baat khatam karo ..." He kept on lecturing.

"Ok dad listen to me, everything is fine, mujhe actually kisise milna tha, so I will be back by 9. Tab tak aap log baatein karo... trust me everything is fine" he elucidated and his father was convinced and after hanging up he again got engrossed in heart- searching. After scrutinizing their situation he came to a conclusion that ,they were moving too fast. Every  relationship takes time to flourish,rushing things brings along  turbulence and instability.
Giving themselves some space could let them see their relationship from a different perspective, it would provide the necessary time and space to evaluate their equation. Temporarily taking a step back would be best for them.Their Feelings were  powerful,but with some physical and emotional distance, they might start thinking straight.She was young, still not done with her studies, in this stage he wanted to get married and was dreaming of starting a family, that was so wrong for her career, he was getting too carried away , he thought.She must be feeling suffocated, he needs to set her free, he didn't want to end their relationship, that was out of question, he might say anything in anger but he would never let that happen yet when the situation was so complicated, having distance to get clarity is important even if it was making him uncomfortable to even think about.

She, on the other hand was in a conflicting state of mind, his "child" remark had irked her but thought of seeing him made her every part of body tickle.She didn't know what this feeling was,every passing second her mood was changing,she suddenly felt cramps on her lower belly, and realized that she was PMSing. Along with the emotional turbulence, her hormones also had a part to play in her erratic behavior and frenzied attitude. That didn't mean she had forgiven him for his reckless ways.
Just thinking about last night, pinched her soul,she took a long breath and tried to calm her nerves and decided that she will not spare him for that perticular thing and also for ignoring her the whole day but breaking up is something that will never happen and   before the day ends,she would say yes,for marriage. Just the thought of marriage made her cheeks burn and thousand butterflies started dancing in her belly.