A Chaos Called Love ❤️

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Sometimes it isn't easy to be sane,ethical, logical, and responsible all at once. Sometimes things suck and goes out of proportion.
A battle between right and wrong was raging inside him, and he was fully aware that,what he had done to Shehnaaz was not justified,he knew what big a sin he had committed today, he knew he got  carried away on the name of morality, but he couldn’t help it as there was no looking back now.Though things would have been different ,only if he could realize at the right moment that It's not always about making the right decision,It also about making the right decision at the right time, it was definitely not the right time to leave behind Shehnaaz.

It was 6 in the evening,he was sitting in the waiting area,his mother was with Pammi and Priya at the cafeteria. He was desperately waiting for Tiara to wake up, though he was clueless about how to convince her in this crucial time to speak the truth, she was already going through so much,but what else options he was left with.It wasn't that he didn't care about Tiara at all,he was simultaneously praying for her wellbeing ,but he had somehow reached to a conclusion that If she was his friend, then she would support him in this,If she takes her step back it means she is not worthy to call a friend. As he was busy evaluating all these,his chain of thoughts took him to the time when all these Chaos started.

9months back, Mumbai

Sidharth_"Tiara,Taran is a great guy,fun to be with, witty, focused....everything is amazing about him but.... how long this arrangement will work?"( Sidharth asked sitting on the couch of Tiara's living room, they were just back from a dinner where Tiara introduced Sidharth to Taran,her boyfriend. )

Tiara-"I don't know yaar,I am living in the moment, I feel I can be myself when I am with him, I love my independence and main shaadi wadi ke liye waise bhi nahin bani hoon yaar, he too is like me, usko apna career banana hai ,mujhe humara business expansion pe focus karna hai, shaadi kahan fit hota hai in sab main.... " ( she  was sitting on the other side of the same Couch.)

Sidharth-"Sun,I would suggest jaise hi uska divorce ho jaata hai ,you guys get married , phir aise hi raho ,who is asking you to change your equations, aunty waise bhi tujhe itni aasani se nahin chodegi"

Tiara- "Hmmm.... leave it you tell me... tum aj kal jyada Mumbai nahin aane lage ho?" Tiara changed the topic.

Sidharth "Mummy is behind me yaar, kahan kahan se rishtey leke aa jaati hai, its awkward to meet someone and say no to them, rahunga hi nahin Weekends pe toh milwaegi kiss se"

Tiara- just meet and say no,kya farak padta hai.

Sidharth-no one like being rejected and they all are beautiful, amazing women yaar,doing great in there respective life ,who am I to say no them.

Tiara-"how can I forget that I am taking to - manavta ke rakhshak,the great Sidharth, anyways waise did you meet anyone?"

Sidharth-"Yeah There was this girl called Mitali, she has a startup,she is very driven ,bohat achi ladki hai.Mom ne usko brunch pe bulaya tha, Ofcourse I was not aware what was there in mom's mind, I spoke to her and we got along well.I thought she is her friend's daughter and she stayed back for dinner too.After dinner mom asked me to drop her ,tab tak sab sahi chal raha tha, I was kind of enjoying her company. When I was about to go,Mom called me aside and said -why don't you guys go for coffee before dropping her home,tab main samajh gaya and trust me yaar,ek word mujhse phir bola nahin gaya , I was all of a sudden just out of words, it had became extremely cumbersome "

Tiara-"phir kya bolke mana kiye? chalo tum weekends pe bhaag aate ho to atleast time spend karne milta hai tumhare saath"

Sidharth "Fake call karke I said-I love you baby to some imaginary girl on phone, woh khud interest nahin li phir,I do not know but I feel like I am choking and i get jittery,I really do not know how to do all these boyfriend and husband duties and endure all the drama,a relationship brings along.
I just can't let anyone intrude in my space, mera life kya mujhe apne washroom tak kisike saath share nahin karna hai... aur yeah i cant coax anyone or take anyone's tantrums"