A Chaos Called Love ❤️

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Life can be unpredictable and often things go in a manner which we did not plan.
It feels great when you have things under control.
You're thriving professionally, making good progress, you know that you are getting married to a beautiful and mature girl, you're even having fun in life but after a while suddenly you arrive at that place where you have no clue, you're not sure what to do, everything seems hazy... The clarity of though just missing.... Sidharth was exactly in that point of life....
What ever just happened stirred his soul,
He was still standing inside that same Lift, looking at the mirror, the lift had many a times went up and down the building, leaving many people at there destination but he stood still looking at his reflection, or the blueish red blotch of skin on his neck which was screaming for attention ....

A loud ring of his phone made him realize where he actually is standing.
He picked up the phone perplexed...
Samarth was there on the other side

" Bhai, ap phir gaayab, it's been 30 mins"he complained.

" Bhag ke ayaa" sidharth affirmed.

" Acha Suno, the projector is not working , I am really sorry Bhai I wanted to surprise you but yeah saala kharab ho gaya" an angry Samarth said.

" Language Samarth and I loved what you planned, bohat jyada thoughtful tha honestly, we can plan it again after going back to Delhi, infact sab saath main dekhenge including parents" Sidharth proposed.

" Thanks Bhai, ap filhal jaake so jao , ap waise hi tired lag rahe the" Samarth said like a caring younger brother. He was indeed too attached to Sidharth.

" Good night, tu bhi soja" Sidharth told him.

"Baaki sab kahan ha?" He reluctantly added.

" Tiara di and Taniya went back to their rooms, main bhi bas ja raha honn" He answered.

" Aur ..... Sheh..... Shehnaaz?" He almost whispered.

" Acha Gadhi, yahin hai , pool side ,madam wanted to have coffee". He answered grinning at Shehnaaz..

" Okay, don't leave her alone there, usko room drop kar dena" sidharth stated.

" Okay ,Bhai ... Now go and sleep" Samarth said before disconnecting.

" Kya hua?" Shehnaaz inquired Samarth who was listening Samarth's side of conversation.

" Bhai ne kaha hai tujhe room main drop Karne, Bhai bhi mast hai ladki London main 3 saal akeke rehke aa gai, yeah resort main kho jaegi" Samarth smiled.

Shehnaaz suddenly felt a pang of remorse, Tiara's face appeared in front of her eyes again and again .
She felt guilty , she knew she hadn't done anything immoral or unethical .It's all emotion and there's nothing wrong with emotion.
When we are in love we are not rational,we are emotional.
but still she felt that it was wrong on some level.
We all do things we desperately wish we could undo.She actually wanted to undo what little thing happened between them.
One cannot always change what has happened but but one can learn something out of it and try not to repeat it in future.
She decided to keep safe distance from sidharth, she thought she won't avoid him rather she will be amicable to him but emotionally distance her self. She started believing that one day it won't hurt anymore until that day she will act as if it doesn't hurt .

" Oye, where are you, I am taking to you" Samarth broke her chain of thoughts.

" Arey nothing, aur batao, how is life ?" Shehnaaz asked Samarth.

" All good, you know what kind of task master Bhai is, he keeps me on my toes but I am learning a lot from him, I wish one day I will make him proud" Samarth expressed.