A Chaos Called Love ❤️

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"I.. I want to get married to you .... be my wife .... be Mrs Shehnaaz Oberoi or just be Mrs Shehnaaz Shergil, I fucking don't care.... just marry me phir masters karne ja, yahan mere saath kaam Kar, apna independent business set up kar, housewife ban , do what ever pleases you...... marry me Shehnaaz ..... fuck this world, lets get married , dekhenge phir kya karna hai" he said with great apprehension.

She didn't know how to reply, she didn't have words.He was so close and deliciously handsome, her lids lowered, her lips parting with the need to feel him.she grabbed his handsome face with all her strength and let their lips do the talking. It was a promise to be by his side through thick and thin and in health and illness .....
It was promise to be together in this lifetime and beyond....
They were in such a moments of unutterable bliss which could not be completely declared through words..He took his mouth from hers and stared down at her with eyes as dark as charcoal, His mouth again came to her neck and passionately kissed all over hers neck and upper chest and finally stopped near her bosom.

He was so close that she could not feel her own heartbeat anymore ,neither could she feel her surrounding , all she could feel was him,his hand, his lips , his heartbeat.... she was getting drawn in his warmth when he whispered.
"Please."
"Can I please" he coaxed circling his fingers around her peak. "one last time."he again lied, unwittingly.

"Oh, God... no." She reached down and gently pushed his hand away.

"It's so wrong " she breathed.

" what exactly is wrong" he asked, 'everything ' his conscience screaming but he acted deaf.

" it makes me feel thing I have never felt,I can't take this"she managed to say.

"Oh, is that the case"He laughed quietly and and slid his fingers over her enormous bosoms.

"You are the best fucking thing I've ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and the most beautiful Girl I have ever seen" he murmured as his fingers got engaged in tugging,pinching, twisted her tips and after few moments his mouth replaced his fingers. She was in some world all together. No struggle is greater than the struggle for self-restraint ,and she had already surrendered. She encircled her arms around his neck.

His hands slid down to her waist... he had no idea what he was doing, she had begun to get exhausted and pulled him into her even more when he broke away and stopped, pulled away from her , unlocking her hands from around his neck and stepping back.He stared at her for a few moments,behind his eyes she could see the fire burning,She gave a little gasp.He suddenly sprung up from her as if something clicked his mind.he got up from the bed and strided toward the side table, he had put his shoulder bag on a side table, suddenly he started looking for something inside it. Shehnaaz was petrified, she had a fair idea of what could be the object he was searching for.She knew this deep in her guts where things were heading towards. Otherwise, why a man would leave his woman in such a intimate moments.
Both of them were moving expeditiously.
They had gone far beyond the boundaries which they had set for themselves.Whenever both of them were together no moral consideration even cross their mind. Still at that moment she lacked the gallantry to moveany further, if he wasn't engaged, she probably wouldn't have even given a second thought about it but he was still his would be brother-in-law.She was appaled and shaken, her expression drastically changed, she nervously adjusted her inner wear and fiddled with her buttons.

The next realization wrenched her heart even more , He had said that he was celibate since last 5 years, then what was the need to carry protecting with him. Why would somebody be gaffed for something which he has no intentions to indulge in. Her fragile heart broke, though she had no grudges foe Rene but still she started visualizing what could have happened if she wasn't there.
A tiny part of her assured her that may be he was just contemplating their tryst and was prepared for their coitus, but again he didn't know that she was coming. The next thing she heard was the sound of some foil being crinkled and immediately her eyes got welled, may be keeping it is a protocol which every men follows, her heart tried to console her but her mind had became stubborn and adamant, was not ready to buy any justification her heart was offering.