A Chaos Called Love ❤️

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"What is bothering you,tell me."He asked,her face was dug at crook of his neck, And legs were still circled around his waise,she was crying like a stubborn child since last 5 minutes.

" please tell me" he again asked.

" I shouldn't have thrown the ring away, that's just too pathetic a thing to do" she managed to say in between her sobs.

" relax,will you listen to me please" he rubbed her back in an endeavor to calm her down,though he was not very contented with the fact that she had thrown the ring but he could understand her anguish, how could she even bear the pain that,the person she is in love with was someone else's fiance.

" no... I am sorry "she conveyed again.

"aapko kharab laga na, please tell me the truth,please " she asked him.

" well, kharab nahin it just that I wanted to return the ring" he said putting her unruly hair behind her ears.

"ab jo ho gaya woh ho gaya,wapas jaake we will tell Tiara everything,thik hai lets just finsh this treachery" he said kissing her forehead.

"But.... " she said.

"ab koi 'if' nahin koi 'but' nahin.... let's not deceit aur own people anymore baby, we are blessed to have such a living family ,everyone love us so much... hai na..." He said wiping her tears. As he raised her face and looked into his eyes.

" hmmmmm" she hummed.

"But dar lag raha hai" she said.

" dekh.. I am at such an age jahan woh mere decision ko question karenge haan upset jarur honge,yes I understand that Tiara is your cousin so tere ghar pe issues honge, and sab ko yeah digest karne main time lagega ke what we share is not exactly what they think it is..." Sidharth tried to make her understand.

" badi mumma and bade papa mujhe kabhi maaf nahin karenge" Shehnaaz stated her fear.

"and Tiara di toh kabhi nahin karegi...we have this respect in the society,sab kya bolenge... " she stated.

"people will talk until they get a new topic to talk about  ...... so realx,ghar wale slowly accept karenge"  Sidharth said, she put her legs down and they started walking towards the shore.

"Khoon khaulta tha us ring ko dekh ke kya karun" she again tried to justify her actions.

"Relax, ab let go kar,ab ho gaya na" he said"baithe thodi der yahan pe" he asked her.

"No ... I... just... let's go back "she felt pathetic for her behavior.

" are you sure?" He asked,  rubbing her palms.

"Will there ever come a day when the love we share will not bring along  guilt" she asked as they headed towards the hotel.She was suffering through the intricacy of feeling too much.too much love and too much apprehension. He caught her hand, pulling her back down.

"yeah!!! the day we will tell everyone about us" he said again,he was now desperate to tell the world about their relationship, especially Tiara. The guilt of keeping her in darkness was bothering him too much.

"Kya tab yeah sachai badal jaegi ki mere Karan meri behen ki engagement tut gai" she again said.

" Shehnaaz,is main galti sirf meri hai, stop blaming yourself, time will heal this trust me" he said dragging her near him and planted a kiss on his head again.

"You are contemplating too much Shehnaaz."He again tried to calm her down.He could discern her feelings,  she was feeling guilty.he himself was going through identical emotions, he knew how bothersome it feels to be in that state.