A Chaos Called Love ❤️

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It was 7:00 in the evening and everyone had gathered at  Tiara's house for dinner. Shehnaaz was there too and was not there  at the same  time , physically  she was there but inwardly, she was in a distant cosmos altogether. It was getting  arduous for her  to live in the moment and enjoy,when she all she could  do was ponder over the past, worry about the future and invariably miss him. She wandered if he would  ever fathom that  all the love she had in the universe , went to him.She felt dejected  when he just walker  away in the afternoon but still the love she had for him was unharmed, That's what love explicitly is,love is getting extremely  mad at someone,and still wanting to be with them more than any other person in this world .

Sidharth didn't come,even after getting  repeated  calls from everyone,he didn't. he made some excuses and stayed back in the pretext of  work laod.

They neither made any call nor messaged each other. He was exasperated and she wanted to give herself  some time to get a grip over her  emotions .

" let's play something guys" Tiara said, she behaved just fine, as if nothing at all had happened, which made shehnaaz even more clutched .For few moments  she also doubted on Sidharth's approach towards  breaking  their  engagement.  She didn't  look upset or agitated  on the contrary  she was calm and jovial .

" kya?" Taniya asked.

" kuch board game" Tiara  exhorted.

" Shehnaaz, is there anything you want to play baby?" Tiara asked, ever since she had came,  Tiara had become extra sweet  towards her,making  her feel miserable and question her own character. " fucking  home breaker" her conscience  yelled  at her.

" please, you guys carry on, Don't count me in " Shehnaaz replied.

" khel na please " Taniya forced her.

" It's okay, don't force her " Tiara requested Taniya

" kya Hua baby, all ok?you want to go to my room and take rest or something " Tiara asked rubbing her arms.Which irked Shehnaaz to no end.No, she was not miffed because of Tiara but on herself.she  felt so ashamed ,because everything in Tiara and Sidharth's life was going so well and they were so sort of perfect for  each other but she ruined everything, she thought.

" Di I am fine, I just need to check some mails, you guys play" she said digging his face in her phone.Tiara too excused herself  and went inside the kitchen to  talk to the elders.

" kya Hua be?" Taniya whispered.

" upar terrace pe chalegi?" Shehnaaz asked Taniya and she nodded, they both eacaped to the terrace.

" kya Hua?" Taniya asked as soon  as they stepped on the terrace.

" Aye Kyun Nahin Sidharth?" Shehnaaz questioned.

" he was in a terrible mood , kuch puchne main dar laga mujhe.
Hua kya hai ?tu bata pehle, you guys are not talking?" Tania asked, Shehnaaz didn't exactly know what and how much  to say, Sidharth  was her brother,  she noway  could  give her the details  of their  intimate  moments.

"Confess Kiya " Taniya asked again.

" na , be.... but...." Shehnaaz  said

" kya kiye Kal raat bhar, censor karke bata" Taniya was in her flamboyant self.

" Matlab Confess nahin Kiye hum directly but understood hai ab sab kuch" Shehnaaz  summarized.

" abhi ka kya status hai?" She further  queried.

" complicated " Shehnaaz gasped.

" we both know about each other's feelings , but non of us Confessed  , I think he wants to wait untill he ends their  relationship,officially" she added.