A Chaos Called Love ❤️

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Golden rays of sunshine, rhythmic chirping of birds, dew drops on green grass, everything was  hinting towards a new beginning.... Well new beginning for some may be but what about her??? She was clueless.
Sitting in the balcony of a Five star resort,a 21 years old girl kept going deep into her soul searching session.

Shehnaaz

Well I know it's the end of my self fabricated fairytale.End of unrequited love, no , not unrequited ,how could it be unrequited when the man of my dreams is oblivious about it...
Let's call it unexpressed or one sided....
Yeah it's the end of my one-sided love and just like every end comes with a new beginning,I am also hoping for one. So yeah! here I am ,attending the gala engagement ceremony of my childhood love or call it crush who is also my best friends cousin and unfortunately my first cousin's would be fiance.. life is a b@#+h at times but what to do.

When you take out time to think, you allow your emotions to settle down and think rationally, you get a greater meaning of life and follow your way to success! Some soul searching always shows us the purpose of our actions, lives and relationships. It helps you to get a deeper insight of your mind, body, and soul.So today while sipping my coffee I realised what I want to do, yes about relationships I really don't know or want to know but yes I will put my everything to become the best interior designer our country has ever produced... Yes a profession I chose solely because my crush is the most sought after and internationally acclaimed interior designer of this era, also the CEO of multi national company which is into interiors and furnishings but now nothing will revolve around him,though I am still in a yellow night suit right now just because his favourite colour is yellow but it's enough now.... Coming back to new beginning yeah it's new beginning for me as well, at atleast thats what I am hoping for....

" Shehnaaz get ready for breakfast beta , everyone is waiting for you in the dining area" my mom hollered and that 'everyone' echoed in my ears .... Does everyone includes him as well??? ..

"Everyone is asking about you, kal kisise bhi nahin Mili tu" my mom added.

Am I going to meet him again after 3 years.Apart from occasional phone calls and very few video calls ,we haven't really kept in touch in last 3 years.... All my soul searching session gone in vain and I did every possible thing to look my best. I slipped into a yellow and pink strappy kurta with straight pants and pink dupatta which hung uselessly around my neck. I know,I know today only I decided that I won't wear yellow anymore just because it's his favourite colour so see I am wearing pink also which is my favourite... A subtle pink lipstick made me look all pretty pretty and I pinched my chicks hard to get that dewy blushed face... Yeah all set to meet him after 3 long years...

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Taking smallest steps and fabricating thousand situations in her mind she went towards the dining area of this 5 star resort. This beautiful resort is booked for 2 days for the engagement ceremony of the most sought-after bachelor of the country.
He wanted it to be a private affair so only close family and friends are invited and Shehnaaz being both had no other choice other then being here.
Everyone reached yesterday morning,Shehnaaz joined them last night and tonight is the engagement ceremony and everyone will leave for Delhi tomorrow.

" Saanu bacha kitni pyari lag rahi hai, badi lag rahi hai bachi humari" Shamita Oberoi sung in her melodious voice .

Her Sam Aunty and his mom.. well to her she is the most genuine and loving human being in this whole world. Shamita loves her like her own daughter and she is her mumma's best friend and Taniya , her best friends aunty... After Taniya's parents death they have adopted Taniya and his elder brother Samarth.

"Aaja. Mere paas baith, kitna miss ki hoon tujhe it's been 3 long years" she could hardly finish when Shehnaaz went running towards Shamita and she embraced her into a bone crushing hug.