A Chaos Called Love ❤️

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"Did you go through all the study materials ? He asked,it was the last day of his trip After that morning, there was no proper conversation between the two of them. They spoke every day but the topic of discussion was always her career, the next day he sent her study materials and arranged for an online coaching class as well. He went for a work trip the next day and would do video call every night and made sure to be on call till she sleeps.

"Hmmm...."she answered, she was already sleepy, had placed the phone just next to her pillow with the support of some books.

"Sun, this Sunday,if you will be done with your studies by evening,we can just visit the house once, they have painted the bed room and furniture jo tune select kiya tha saare aa gaye hain, we should just check once and kitchen main kya kya chaiye woh bhi dekhna hai" he said, the new house and its interior was the only topic,apart from her studies, about which they spoke about.

"Hmmm..." she replied.

"Chal ,close your eyes now" he said when he realized that she was not really interested in talking,he knew that there relationship had taken a turn, he knew where he was going wrong,but whatever Tiara had told him was extremely  humiliating for him,and being humiliated made it easier to restrain himsefl ,and his restrained behavior was a turture foe her.

"Kal milenge hum?"She asked very nervously because she clearly did not have the courage to listen a No.

"Will land in the evening, straight tere ghat ayunga" He himself was yearning to see her but was not vocalizing things clearly , he didn't want to divert her attention from studies but he couldn't grasp that because of his aloofness, she was not able to concentrate on her preparations at all.

"Love you"she said with a painful sigh.

"Love you more than anything in this whole world "he replied,The way his voice trembled while uttering each word of the sentence, testified how serious he was.She could see the love in his eyes and seriousness in his demure but could not understand why he was distancing himself from her.Even before leaving from Delhi, he just hugged her formally, She felt as if he was scared to even come near her.

"Sunday I want to skip my online coaching"she said.

"Kyun, you anyways don't get much time in weekdays, weekends ko isi liye I asked the Tutor to take longer class" he replied.

"Mujhe Pura din aap ke sath spend karna hai, apko yaad hain hum sahi se baat Mumbai main kiye the ,on the day of Taniya's engagemen, uske baad se bas formality kar rahe hain" she took the initiative to talk as she realized that if he was not opening up then it's her responsibility to be vocal.
They both can't stay confined to themselves at the same time.

"I will be with you, atleast 1 hour ka class kar lena" he replied.He was getting,where exactly he was  going wrong so he was also trying to normalize things from his side.

"Woh Kal baat karenge, can't wait to see you" she said,She was a little sad for the last few days,was faintly angry too, but when she saw the seriousness in his eyes when he said "Love you more than anything in this whole world " her heart melted.
They slept after disconnecting the phone,the next day felt like a turture to her, it was a Saturday ,she had her 4 hour long class .
"I am really sorry ,won't be able to attend today's class" she texted her tutor as she planned to make a sumptuous dinner for Sidharth.
She asked her maid to do basic cleaning and leave,and noon onwards started cooking.
Sidharth landed in the evening, fatched some flowers from the airport and straightaway went to meet her.
He too was getting impatient,she was his home ,his solace, his happy heaven afterall.

"My baby" he cooed,
pulling her into a sideways hug when around 8PM he rang the bell and she opened in just one go.

"Apne call kyun nahin kiya aane se pehle" she complained and he smiled
His smile felt like lightning in the dark night, blinding and beautiful at the same time, though there was a contentment in it still there was gloominess.