Toxic

Toxic: Chapter #14 | Happy Exhaustion

Zach's Past

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⚠️Content Warning: ⚠️

This chapter contains mature themes of intimacy, explicit language, mild graphic violence and more. It also contains more red flags and toxicity from Jayden. There is also a small scene with non-consensual asphyxiation. Stay safe. Please check the end notes for more information as it is detailed there and can give you a much clearer understanding of what happens.

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Aside from the fact that things were intense, they weren't horrible. I felt tired a lot because of just how much sex we had but I still kept up in my classes, clubs, and with cheerleading. The one thing I didn't keep up with was my friends. I can't tell you how much I missed them. There are no words. So, when I got a text from Addie and another text from Adam inviting me to go out that weekend, I couldn't say no.

I got back from the store after getting the groceries and found Jayden on the couch with a beer in one hand and the remote in the other. I closed the door, dropped my keys in the bowl on the small table next to it that now had a house key on it. "Hey Jay?"

He turned his head to look at me and smiled. "Hey babe. How'd shopping go?"

I walked over to him and gasped when he pulled me onto his lap. "G-Good. I was um..." I paused as he began to nip at my neck which always was a distraction to me. He would often use such tactics to get me to focus on him instead of whatever else I was working on. "I got a text from my roommate."

Jayden paused and looked up at me. "Oh? What did he want?"

I'm not sure why I was nervous to tell Jayden about wanting to go out with my friends. My voice came out softer than I had intended for it to. "Well, my friends are going out tomorrow and asked me to come with them because they miss me."

Jayden was silent and I waited for him to say something. "So you're going to leave me here alone?"

I tilted my head. "J-Just for a little while. I've missed them so much and I haven't seen them in what feels like ages. I won't be out all night or anything. That's not me."

He sighed and reluctantly nodded. "Alright. I'll be here when you get back then."

I grinned ear to ear and kissed him. I'm glad I had no plans after that. Within a few minutes, I was on my back on the bed and then on my stomach. Sex with Jayden always got us both there and it felt amazing, but it was lacking something. I had pushed down the nagging feeling after the first few times. He filled me and then we showered together.

Now I've mentioned that I've had sex before with Lu, Addie, and now Jayden but I never mentioned the things that happened aside from sex. Well, that shower with Jayden was the first time I'd ever gotten on my knees and pleased him. That shower was the first time I'd gotten down on my knees and pleased anyone for that matter. We were kissing and he backed me against the wall before pulling from the kiss and whispering in my ear, "On your knees."

My eyes widened and I looked at him as he backed away then down my brain buffering as I processed what he wanted me to do. "Y-You want me to p-please you?"

He quirked an eyebrow. "Uh yeah. Get on your knees."

I swallowed thickly but slowly lowered myself to my knees. "N-Now what?"

He stepped forward and gripped my head. "Open your mouth."

I did as he said and before I could ask him what was next his cock was down my throat making my eyes water. I had no gag reflex, but I wasn't prepared for it. It's not like I could choke on Jayden's dick because he's what you could call average. I also had never swallowed before and I wasn't sure if I wanted to swallow then.