Losers~||S.M F.F||~

26

I must of have fall asleep at coach class because a whistle woke me up.

"Edwards!" I shot my head up. "What are you doing?" He looked at me with anger.

"Sorry" I said.

He walked away and I looked at Scott who was sitting on my left side. Then I slowly looked at Stiles who was sitting on my right.

"Are you okay?" He asked. "Yes, Stiles I'm fine. I just fell asleep for a minute" I said.

"Anna" Scott said. I looked at him. "You weren't asleep" he said worriedly. He then looked in my notebook. I look in it and I saw what I wrote. On one whole page word 'wake up'. I look at it with horror and cover it up with something else.

~~

We were sitting at the lunch table. I was laying on my hands tired as hell. We were talking about what happening to us.

Scott gentle grabbed my shoulders picking me up. I sit up properly and he sits closer so I can lay on his shoulder. I cuddled to him, laying on his shoulder now with closed eyes.

"Okay, so what happens to a person who has a near-death experience and comes out of it seeing things?" He asked playing with my hair. "And it's unable to tell what's real or not?" I added. "And is being hunted by a demonic visions of a dead relatives?" Alli added this time.

"They're all locked up because they're insane" Isaac said. Is that bitch try to make me angry?

"Ha" Stiles groaned, sitting next to me. "Can you at least try to be helpful, please?"

"For half of my childhood, I was locked in a freezer. So being helpful is kind of new thing to me" he said. "Hey, dude, are you still milking that?" "Yeah, maybe I am still
milking that"

"Stop it! Or you will feel my anger" I warned them.

"Hi" I heard I shy, soft voice. I opened my eyes and looked at Kira standing front of our table.

"Hi, sorry. I couldn't overhearing what you guys were talking about. And I think I actually might know what you're talking about. Uh, there's a Tibetan word for it. It's called 'Bardo' it literally means 'in-between state'. The state between life and death"

"And what do they call you?" Lydia asked.

"Kira" I said looking at her. "She's in our history class"

"So are you talking Bardo in Tibetan Buddhism or Indian?" Lydia asked. Hang on, what?

"Either, I guess" Kira said, sitting next to Stiles. "But all the stuff you guys were saying? All that happens in Bardo. There are difficult progressive states where you can have hallucinations. Some you see, some just hear. And you can be visited by peaceful and wrathful deities".

"Wrathful deities? And what are those?" Isaac asked.

Kira shook her head with smile. "Like demons"

"Demons" stiles muttered. "Why not?" He said looking at me with worry. I took his hand in mine telling him not to worry.

"Hold on, if there are a different progressive states. Then what's the last one?" Alli asked.

"Death. You'll die" Kira simply said.

"Lovely, isn't it?" I said sarcastically.

~~

I hate it, I hate it, I hate hallucinating! Today I was hallucinating in class where everyone with sign language was telling me something. Look I'm not that good yet so I don't know what they said. Only thing I read was 'door' but that was all. Now we was at clinic with Deaton talking about it.