He's Dating the Campus Nerd

Epilogue

Can I cry because we have reach its end? </3 T^T

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EPILOGUE:

Sabrina's POV : 

Sabi nila malalaman mo lang kung gaano mo kamahal ang isang tao kapag naimagine mo na ung future mo sa kanya. Yung tipong, you always picture yourself with that person in everything you do and you just can't stop including him in every dreams you want to achieve. There are instances when you've imagine things like,

What would our kids look like?

What kind of family I can give?

How will I show how much I love him in the future?

Is forever really enough?

But of course, knowing my man—it will always be enough. Kahit ata tumabi lang ako sa kanya buong magdamag, okay na okay na sa kanya yon. He never asks for anything, kasi for him—being with me is beyond contentment and I swear, I am loving him every single of everyday.

Minsan naiisip mo na kapag sobrang perfect nang nangyayari sayo, para na siyang panaginip. Na parang sa fairytales lang nangyayari lahat but I was wrong, nothing is more perfect than seeing the love of my life standing and waiting for me in the altar.

I smiled as tears fall from my eyes. This is beyond perfection and I couldn't believe this is really happening. I was staring at his lovely face—his face registers amusement and affection and I can't help my tears from falling, I'm so happy.

I'm getting married, after all the heartaches, dramas and sacrifices—everything was worth it. It was worth the fight and I'm so blessed to have this guy as my man.

As I take my step closer to him, my heart beats faster. Yung feeling na high school  ka ulit? Parang love at first sight? That's what I'm feeling right now, I was nervous but happy and I'm excited. They say no one is perfect until you fall in love with them. Ganto pala talaga yung pakiramdam, na lahat tama.

No worries, lies and pretentions.

I remembered the time when I was in the middle of choosing, san ko nga ba mas gusto? I was torn between two places,

"Will you be staying here for good or do you want to go back?" I stared at my mother, she smiles at me assuring that everything will be alright.

Moments like this will never have a chance again. Hindi na to pwedeng maulit—and of course, I know if its my time already. I breathe in and out and smiled, they can live without me. As years pass, they will eventually forget about me and move on. Kaya na nilang wala ako, I've been with them for so long siguro naman that is enough for me to express how special they are to me. I love them of course, but I love my family more.

Gino, he's a smart boy. He can survive—he's a survivor. I love my brother so much that I want him to succeed in life without me. He can do it, I know he can. And of course, Nathan .. he can forget about me—it may not be soon but I know he will. I know he will.

Again, I smiled and looks at my family. Huminga ako nang malalim saka tumingin sa mga ulap, I closed my eyes as I felt the air touching my skin.

"I would like to stay .." I breathe and glance at the pond, "with them." Tumingin ako sa kanila, they were smiling. "I love you but I think I need to spend more time with them. I can't leave them, I can't leave him—just not right now."