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Change Thirty - Seven : Give Up.

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CHANGE THIRTY – SEVEN : GIVE UP.

Sabrina’s POV :

I was running.

Running as fast as I can.

I’ve never been this scared.

I was so scared of what will happen, I was so scared of my brother’s life.

I was so scared to accept that any moment now, he may leave me. I was so scared.

Believe me, I am.

Nang marating ko ung hospital, agad akong tumakbo papuntang ER. I don’t care kung nanghihina na ko, I don’t care kung hindi na ko makahinga, I don’t care at myself anymore.

I just care about my brother.

As soon as I reach the ER, nakita ko na sila Vanilla at Denver, nakaupo sa waiting area. Their eyes were swollen and frustrated. Vanilla raised her head then she cried when she saw me.

“Ate!!” She said saka tumakbo para yakapin ako.

I hugged her in return, “Vanilla. Is he alright?”

She shook her head, “Hindi namin alam Ate, hindi pa lumalabas ung doctor.” Napatingin ako kay Denver, he gave me a sly smile, I know kinakabahan din siya.

“What happened?”

“Hindi din namin alam, basta bigla na lang siyang napahawak sa dibdib niya then bigla siyang nagpalpitate, the next thing we knew bumagsak na siya. It was so fast Ate Sab, hindi namin ala mung gagawin. Buti na lang nadala naming siya agad dito.” Sabi ni Denver, his voice was full of sadness.

I closed my eyes. I knew he’s not kidding nung sumakit ung dibdib niya kaninang umaga, he don’t want me to know na nasasaktan siya. Ghad, how can I let him na tiisin yon? Ang tnga ko naman para hindi mapansin.

I felt a tear fall from my eyes, “He’s gonna be okay. He’s gonna be okay.” I said trying to convince myself that my brother won’t leave me in this state.

“He’s strong Ate.” Saka ako niyakap ni Vanilla while Denver was holding my hand.

I can’t afford to lose my brother.

I would die if I’d lose him.