He's Dating the Campus Nerd

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MIXCSJAM'S ONCE UPON A STORY ~ ♥

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                                         [THE NEW CHAPTER]

                                           

MIDLOGUE : 

"I'm gonna take you, Gilrfriend. You'll come with me to Korea."

Its been 3 years. I never thought time would fly so fast, ako? The one who's always bullied and making fun of--is standing right here. Standing at the place I haven't seen 3 years ago, kung san nangyari lahat. Where my life was a big joke. As I step on the floor of this airport I must say, sobrang daming nagbago o talagang nanibago lang ako?

People say I've changed so much. Well, here's the truth. I grew up, matured enough to know what's right or wrong and what's real between each lies. Masyado niya kong nasaktan but believe me, I'm over him.

Ngumiti ako habang pinagmamasadan ang paligid. Nakakamiss din pala dito, ung polluted air, ung ambiance, ung mga tao, lahat. "After 3 years .." I murmured.

I stopped letting people push me around all the time. I learned that you can't always be happy, I accepted reality. Reality in which, I can never be happy.

"Yepp. After 3 years .. " Tumingin siya sakin at ngumiti. "Are you ready?" This guy I'm with, siya lang at si Gino ang nagpasaya sakin sa loob ng tatlong taon. They were always there, and I owe them a lot. That's why for some reasons, I fell.

I need change yet change is painful. But nothing is more painful where you feel yourself stuck in a place where you don't really belong. Where you were always the burden.

I smiled back atsaka hinawakan ung kamay niya, he interwined his fingers in mine. I just loved the way our hands fit perfectly. "Ready as I'll ever be."

I choose to live by choice, not by chance. To make changes, not excuses. To be useful, not used and to build self esteem, not self pity. Cause 3 years ago, I was that fragile little girl everyone needs to guide.

I felt I need to move and let people see, that I'am strong. Strong enough to move on and forget every little thing he did.

He shrugs. "Welcome back, Sabrina." He said while looking straight in my eyes.

Am I ready to face them? To face him? Napa iling ako sa naisip ko, yes. I'am ready, its been 3 years since he broke my heart. I thought of revenge, where I'am now the one who's gonna turn his life into a hell hole.

But nahh~ Moving on and getting over it is the best revenge to deal with. I won't give him the satisfaction of watching me suffer--that was way 3 years ago.

What will happen next?

A smile formed my lips, welcome back to me indeed.

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