He's Dating the Campus Nerd

Change Twenty - Five : Reckless.

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CHANGE TWENTY - FIVE : RECKLESS

Sabrina's POV :

I opened my eyes as I felt the light touching my face.

Ugh, umaga na pala.

Kinusot ko ung mga mata ko saka dumeretso sa banyo. Pagkatapos kong gawin ang dapat kong gawin, naghilamos ako ng mukha and like what I did last night, napatitig ako sa salamin.

Ghad, I’m so stupid to think in that way.

Napa buntong hininga ako, “Why would I be affected?” I asked myself. Umiling na lang ako atsaka nag ayos para pumasok.

Last night was a complete head ache, feeling ko natagalan ako sa CR. I was just staring blankly at myself, I was really frustrated that time at hindi ko alam kung ano ung gagawin ko. I feel so ashamed of myself, I’m not even aware na ganon pala ung mararamdaman ko.

Lumabas ako ng cr matapos kong makalma ung sarili ko. It was normal for any couples na mag kiss, its normal kila Tine and its normal sakin kasi I’ve seen tons of couples kiss, sa US palang pati Korea napaka dami na. Sila pa kaya na kaibigan ko pa? I just don’t get myself.

Gustong gusto kong sabunutan sarili ko pero hindi ko ginawa. Naglakad lang ako papalapit kay Jhano saka siya sinide hug, I tried avoiding the Monster’s gaze.

Ang awkward, sobra.

Naglakad na ko palabas ng apartment, si Gino naman tulog pa. Wala si Jhano, hindi siya nasagot sa mga tawag ko but he told me last night nab aka hindi narin niya ko masundo kasi hula niya tanghali na siya magigising which is right. I guess may hang over pa. Wasted na wasted sila buti nga nakauwi pa kaming lahat. Puntahan ko na lang siya mamaya.

 I was scanning my phone ng biglang tumawag si Ella.

“Hello Ella?”

“Sabby, anjan ba si Pinsan?”

“Ha? Wala eh. Bakit?”

“Hindi pa kasi siya nakakauwi sa pad niya simula kagabi.”

“Weh? Wala ba kila Nathan?”

“I don’t know, hindi ko siya ma contact eh.”

“Okay okay. I’ll try to call her, ask the others kung kasama nila si Tine.”

“Alright, text me asap. I’ll text you din kapag nakita ko na siya.”

“Sige, bye.”

“Bye.” Then I hung up.

Baka nakila Nathan lang siya? Hindi kaya nila naayos ung LQ nila? I’m worried, nasan kaya si Tine? I tried calling the guys pero cannot be reach, hang overs. Buti na lang na contact ko si Macoy pero sabi niya wala din. Si Lora naman, wala ding idea.