He's Dating the Campus Nerd

Change Thirty - Five : Broken.

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CHANGE THIRTY – FIVE : BROKEN.

Sabrina’s POV :

“Look Jhano, if you’re here to say sorry. Pwede bang bukas na lang? I’ve had too much sorry for today.” I said as I try to avoid his gaze. I was about to go when he stopped me,

“Girlfriend, please..” He said in a pleading tone.

I’m too tired but as I look into his eyes, I felt this sudden emotion. I breathe in and out, “Okay, but let this be the last. Masyado ng masakit.” I said saka tumingin ulit sa kanya.

His eyes was full of sadness and guilt.

We walked in silence, wala akong idea kung saan kami pupunta—all I know is I was just walking and walking until I get tired but that was impossible.

“Girlfriend ..” I stopped saka tumingin sa kanya, he was a mess. Ang laki ng eyebags niya, “I never meant to cause you so much pain.” He said.

I stared at him for a minute, “That’s what you always say, that’s what everyone says. Its okay, sanayan lang yan.” I laughed bitterly.

“I’m sorry.” He whispered.

I shook my head, “I told I have too much sorry for today. Nakakasawa ng pakinggan. Bakit kayo nagsosorry kung wala naman kayong kasalanan?” I asked.

He looks at me, “Girlfriend, you should hate me for hurting you. You should curse me, you should hurt me.”

I sighed, “Believe me, I want to but I can’t. I just can’t.”

“Why?”

I stared at him.

He’s asking why?

“Why?” I said surprised. “Because I love you that’s why.”

He was caught off guard. He couldn’t speak, he didn’t say something, he can’t even look straight in my eyes. He was just staring on the his right side. After a minute of staring at nothing, he looks at me.

“I’m sorry.” He said.

Napa sabunot ako out of frustration, “Why can’t you just leave me alone? Kahit ngayon lang.” I felt a tear fell from my eye. “Kahit ngayon lang, let me rest from all this pain.”

He was like a lightning, naramdaman ko na lang na niyakap niya ko ng mahigpit. “I don’t want to see you like this, I want to hurt myself from doing this to you. You know how much you mean to me, Sabrina. I’m such an asshole for making you cry.”