To me, Shadow stood for the
-Silliness that made me smile.
-Happiness that washed over me when I saw him.
-Adoration shining through each one of his messages.
-Daring myself to dream of the future.
-One and only person I wanted.
-Wonderful adventures we would've had together.
I loved you so much Shadow.. you were my everything,
But you broke up with me, and lost me forever.
And now Shadow stands for:
-Silences that stretched for weeks.. making me question if you were ignoring me because I did something wrong
-Hurt because you did all of the things everyone else did.. lied, broke promises, and left.
-Abandoned me, even though I would've been there for you every day.. rain, shine, stress, heartbreak.. all of it.
-Distancing yourself from me, even knowing that I would've done everything in my power to help you.
-Opening our relationship with one more person. You did it once, and promised 'not again' after hearing that it made me uncomfortable.. which is yet another promise you broke, because you added someone else again.
-Walking away.. when you know I would've stayed.
Goodbye and good luck. Hope you have the life you deserve.
YOU ARE READING
The Hidden Darkness
PoetryI honestly don't know what to put here.. I decided to write a book, and so I wrote these poems. I know that they aren't very good, but at least I tried.. right?? 😅😅😅
