Wife's Benefits

Chapter 31

Chapter 31: Wife's Benefits ~

"What are you doing in here?", I sarcastically asked as I stood up.

He was just standing behind the door and kept on staring at me. I couldn't read what was the expression on his face. Half of it was worried but I knew that half of it has a motivation on something.

"I just want to say sorry for the lost of your baby", he answered.

"Thanks, but no thanks", I stood up steadily. "Stop acting like you are concern about me, I know you weren't. No. You never been concerned about me", I kept on being sarcastic at him.

Hindi siya nagsalita bagkus ay napangiti lang siya ng mapait at nananatiling nakatayo sa likuran ng pintuan.

Napakunot ang noo ko dahil sa mga pagngiti niya. "Ano ba talagang kailangan mo?", my voice was getting loud.

"Ikaw", mabilis na sagot niya.

Natigilan ako ng bahagya at biglang bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko. Muli akong nakaramdam ng hindi maganda at biglang pinagpawisan.

Unti-unti siyang lumapit sa akin at agad akong kinilabutan. "Don't get near me, you dirty ass!"

Nakita ko na kumunot ang noo niya at nagsalubong ang dalawang kilay niya. That moment I felt that I pissed him off. I made him mad.

"What did you just call me, huh, Xenia?", parang nambabanta ang boses niya, nakakatakot.

"Stay away from me! Get out in here!", I shouted with full of anger.

I moved backward but he kept on moving forward towards me. I felt the sweat on my breast molded through my shirt. My heart doubled in pounding. I knew in that moment that he was about to something. He gazed at me, his eyes were sharply staring at me, it was red like a demon. Very scary. I must be aware, I put on my mind. I must be.

"Why you got to be so rude at me? I never did bad to you, I was nice to you, but why you're doing this to me? Why you're treating me like this?", his pitch started to raise. He stopped from following me.

"Nice? Ikaw na rin mismo ang nagsabi na kaya ka lang mabait sa akin para makuha ang loob ko. You never did bad to me? Huh! Ang bilis mo naman yatang makalimot sa kababuyang ginawa mo!", my teeth were clenching in anger but a heavy nervous pounded on my chest.

Napangiti siya ng bahagya. "Nakakatuwa ka talaga, Xenia. I came in here nicely and to say how sorry I was for the lost of your baby, but you turned me on my boiling point. I don't wanna do this, but you're pushing me to do this", unti-unti uli siyang lumapit sa akin na may pagtingin na matatalim. "Tutal hinuhusgahan mo na rin lang naman ako, pwes, totohanin na natin 'yan".

Mabilis niya akong sinunggaban at ibinagsak sa sahig. His body covered mine and held my both hands tightly. He tried to kiss my lips and neck but I tried to fight. I shook my head badly from left to right just not to meet his lips.

"Get off me!", I shouted and tried to get him off.

Wala siyang pakialam at pilit pa rin akong hinahalikan sa mga labi ko. I tried to protest, pero masyado siyang malakas at mabigat. Nagkaroon ako ng pagkakataon na sipain siya sa sensitibong parte ng katawan niya sanhi ng pagsigaw niya dahil sa sakit at napahawak siya dito. Agad akong tumayo at tumakbo papunta sa pintuan ng kwarto, pero mabilis niya pa ring nahawakan ang braso ko at hinigit ako pabalik.

"Bitiwan mo 'ko, kung di sisigaw ako!", pagbabanta ko at pilit na nanlalaban.

Isang malakas na sampal ang natanggap kong sagot mula sa kanya. Umalingawngaw ito sa buong kwarto at kamuntikan pa akong tumoob dahil sa lakas ng pagkakasampal niya sa akin.