Kao
Our lips met and for a while, it stayed just that.
Pressed against each other.
Until I felt his mouth moved on me and and I didn't know how much I missed the way his lips felt till that moment.
It was slow at first.
Calculating.
Until I felt him bit on my lower lip and we were kissing.
Really kissing.
I even heard a moan when I felt his tongue with mine although I didn't have any idea where the sound came from.
And in that moment, my mind was empty.
There was only me and him and that moment with our lips on each other's.
I had no idea how long we had been kissing.
Only if I wasn't feeling the urge to catch some air didn't I think of pushing him away and break the kiss the same time I realized what was happening.
My eyes flew open and I had to step away.
Pete groaned and made a move to pull me back but I was already able to escape from his grasp and stood in front of home wide eyed.
Fvck!
What the hell did I just do!?!
I closed my eyes and massaged my temple before I looked around.
I tutted when I realized that we were still standing by the side walk not far away from the main gate of the house and it suddenly hit me.
This feels like the first kiss we had five years ago.
In front of my house that cold Friday night.
The night we got together.
I groaned inwardly.
This was never in the plan, what now!?!
"Kao--!"
I raised my hand to stop Pete from speaking any further.
I didn't know what to respond to anything that he had to say.
My mind is in shambles and I think I needed time to recover from what just happened.
"I'm -I think I'm not going to school today after all."
I said as I turned and made my way back to the house .
I raised my hand and unconsciously touched my lips.
It's still felt warm and raw and I could still feel Pete in it.
Fvck!
I did it right!?!
I kissed him.
I pulled him towards me and kiss him!
And he kissed me back.
"Ahhhh!!!"
I buried my face on the bed and muffled my scream before I wriggled and coiled on my bed screaming and yelling in silence when I recalled what happens a few minutes ago.
I had no idea what I was thinking.
I didn't plan it or whatever.
I just stood there and stared at Pete and I suddenly realized how I missed him all these years and how happy I was that he was actually there standing in front of me and I just lost it.
And now I didn't know how to face him.
Huh!
Should I just dig a hole and bury myself in it!?!
