"A brief emotion of fear flashes through his eyes. My voice whispers across the room: 'Don't you like it?... Even if you don't, I don't really care...'
I have to fight against this world, my enemies, this hate. They won't be able to use me anymore...
Including: - a thanks message to everyone - random facts - a poem written by my best friend - fanart
☠☠☠ Thank you
You've made it til the end and I fucking appreciate it that you did. Really, thanks for the support. Means a lot.
Go tell others about it if you think they would like to read this. Art exists to share.
A special thank you to my best friend who was always full of solutions when my motivation and inspiration was totally gone and reviewed my work with a lot of love. Other thank you's to her sister, my online friends and all the awesome music in the world.
I hope everyone enjoyed it ❤️
☠☠☠ Facts
Some random facts about this book;
1. I made 15 different covers for this book
2. it took me 1,5 year to write it
3. my original plan was to make 30 chapters and 30k words (which turned out to be 40 and 65k+ words)
4. Eden was not a part of my original plan
5. at first I wrote everything in my native lanuage and translated it through google translate, but that took so much time that I stopped with it
6. the reason why I wrote this book is that I could not find a book exactly my taste, so that's why I made it myself
7. Zephyr is just my character; he is slightly different than me but there's a lot in common. That's why I love writing through his POV so much. (Yeah, I know he's very problematic and a total asshole)
8. I have removed or edited several scenes because I thought they were too graphic or made my readers hate my characters
9. the original plan revolved around Aidan's psychologist, who in this version not even exists
☠☠☠ Poem written by my best friend ♡
this intense pain, is shattering my soul it breaks every cell I own in even tinier pieces until the only thing there is left of me is dust when will I learn to protect myself from people like you but who am I fooling? I will always want you
I found out that loving and lying is a bad combination got swollen and bruised because of the weight I had to carry when your body was treated as if it was an object it's hard to stay away from mutual love and touch but why even try? I will always want you
how can I give you the love you crave when everything inside me is rotten and dirt the intense desire for revenge turned into a need for redemption and now I'm scared the past will kill my future, my future with you but why would I let it stop me? I will always want you
they were brought together by love, desire, pain and hate lies were buried around them, to dig up and get hurt again In this and every other life they will live, they will always be drawn to each other even when they don't know what it is what they need, they will always want each other and maybe in another world their story has a more happy ending...
☠☠☠ Fanart
This is a fanart of my amazing friend, they're very talented :) tysm for making this <33
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(It's Zephyr)
☠☠☠ I also made a drawing of the three of them:
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(Eden, Zephyr, Aidan)
But in the end your own imagination is the right one.
