Bullshit Dimensional System (Anime Fanfic)

Chapter 137: Comforting

"... It looks like they've already gone to school and work"

Hiroto said as he stepped out of the vortex along with the 5 female demons. Looking around the clean room his eyes landed outside the glass walls where warm sunlight shone through them. Bathing the entire room with warm sunlight while a single note was located at the top of his bed. Making him walk towards it and grab the note of paper in his hand.

[Don't burn things inside the room next time]

The note said, causing Hiroto to glance at the tray beside the bed that was filled with the ashes of the doujin he burned before entering the dimension. Making him closes his eyes in response as he reminiscences the memories he made for 15 years along with Yoshida, causing him to unconsciously crumple the paper in his hand before throwing himself on the bed.  Laying down with his eyes covered by his arm as the sunlight bathes his skin. 

"Hiroto-sama..."

"Just go back and rest for today. I'll give you girls a day off for your hard work so... just leave me alone in the meantime. I need to get my mind straight"

He said, causing the 5 female demons to look at each other in hesitation but still followed his orders since they knew that Hiroto wouldn't just give up because of this. If he did then he wouldn't have made that decision and decided to just stay in that dimension forever. He just needed to have some space and time for himself to keep his mind back on track. Making them bow their heads at him before leaving the room one by one. Closing the door shut. Returning the silence inside the room.

Leaving Hiroto alone laying down on the bed on his back. His arm covered his eyes while his other hand was laid on the bed lifelessly. 

"Shit... I didn't expect that separation would feel like this..."

He muttered while clenching the pendant on his chest with his hand. Making him control his breathing to calm down his emotions. Remembering the faces of his other lovers who were currently relying on him, causing him to sit down on the bed. Slapping himself on both cheeks to wake himself up and forcefully calm down his raging emotions.

"This isn't like me... I can't just give up, there are people who are relying on me. I need to get myself back on track"

He said before holding the pendant and opening it with his fingers, causing him to form a determined expression on his face while looking at the photo of his daughter and Yoshida. He needs to push himself forward, or else everything he built up to this far would go to waste. He would instead use this as a motivation to work harder so that he wouldn't need to leave any of his loved ones behind due to his worries about their protection. 

This experience made his vision towards his goal clearer and made him more determined to achieve it. If in the past he treated it half-heartedly, now it became his top priority and he is filled with the resolution to achieve it first before anything else. His dream of standing on top of the world of systems so there wouldn't be anyone threatening the safety of the ones he loved. So that they would be able to live comfortably and create a family together. This became his new purpose in life.

"I never felt so alive in thinking about this tedious dream... It looks like you were successful in convincing me to go with your plans, system"

[So it seems... seeing you like this, it looks like our previous plan to make you into a perfect host for us is complete]

The system said while Hiroto wasn't paying attention. Making him unable to read what the system has just said. From making him into a person that doesn't hold sympathy for his enemies and enjoys bloodlust by making use of the world of [Highschool of the dead].