Hardin Scott has been madly in love with Tessa Young since the moment he first laid eyes on her, but there's no way she could ever see him as anything more than a friend. After all, he's a bad boy with a promiscuous past and she's a sweet and innoce...
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I climb on top of Tessa and lean down to kiss her. As our lips are quickly moving against each other, Tessa stops and pulls back. "Wait," she says.
"What is it? Did you change your mind?" I ask with concern.
"I didn't, but do you even have a condom?"
"I do. I packed some in my bag, you know, just in case, but I didn't want to say anything because I didn't want you to feel pressured."
"Oh, okay," she replies shyly.
I give her one more quick kiss and get up to grab a condom from my bag. I take my boxers off and leave them on the floor with the rest of the clothes as I climb back between Tessa's legs. "Are you sure?" I ask.
"I'm always sure with you." Her answer gives me the confidence I needed.
I slip the condom on, but before I do anything else, I take a moment to look down at her as I'm hovering over her.
"What is it?" she asks.
"I just want to make sure I remember this moment for the rest of my life," I reply as Tessa smiles up at me. I gently push myself into Tessa, watching her face for any discomfort. Her eyes close and her nose scrunches a little, forcing me to stop my movement. "Tess, are you okay?"
She takes a few seconds before answering, "I am."
I continue to slowly and gently push myself into her as I feel her small hands wrap around my biceps. As I slowly pull back out, I lean down to kiss my Tessa. My kisses are gentle and loving as I watch to make sure she's okay.
I wish this was as pleasurable for her as it is for me. I wish I didn't have to hurt her. I need her to know how much I truly love her and how being with her in this way is the best experience of my life.
I continue to thrust in and out of her at a slow pace. Her grip on my arms has loosened a bit. "Are you still okay, Tess?"
"Yes. I love you," she says quietly.
"I love you," I answer back.
I know I'm as close with Tessa as two people can possibly be right now, but it's still not enough for me. In a desperate attempt to feel closer to her, I lace my fingers through hers as I bring our arms to rest on either side of her head.
Tessa is finally able to keep her eyes open long enough to meet my gaze. Looking into her eyes and seeing the pure love she has for me in this moment almost sends me over the edge.
I start to quicken my pace a little, making sure Tessa is still okay.
I knew being with Tessa would be mind blowing. I knew she would feel amazing. She feels warm and tight around me, but that's not even the best feeling she's giving me. I knew what having sex felt like, but I could never have prepared myself for what making love to Tessa was going to feel like. My chest is coming alive. My heart feels like it's about to beat out of my chest. There's a warm sensation washing over my entire body. Instead of rushing to finish, I want this moment to last forever.
With each gentle kiss against Tessa's lips and each thrust against her warm flesh, I inch closer and closer to my release. "Tess, being with you is the most amazing feeling in the world," I say between heavy breaths. "You're so tight... and warm... I don't think I can last much longer..." I pant.
Tessa locks eyes with me one more time and says quietly, "Hardin, I love you, so much."
That's all it takes. "Tess, I'm going to come now, okay?"
"Mmm-hmm."
With Tessa's encouragement, I empty myself into the condom and with it, every single ounce of love I have for her. I only wish there wasn't a barrier between us, so she could truly feel everything I have to give her.
After I come down from my high, I continue to hover over Tessa. I close my eyes as I press my forehead to hers and try to catch my breath. She places her hands on my neck as our breathing synchronizes.
As our breathing slows, I begin to open my eyes. I still can't believe the beautiful girl I see beneath me has chosen to share this moment with me. I hope it was as special for her as it was for me. I give Tessa one last kiss and tell her how much I love her before I roll off her and dispose of the condom.
As I lie on my back, I gather Tessa up in my arms and hold her against my chest. I pull the blanket over us to keep us warm from the cold air rushing through the house because of the storm outside.
As I'm playing with Tessa's soft, blonde hair, I can feel her warm breaths against my chest. It's in this moment that I realize I can never lose her. I've thought it before. I've said it before. But this time is different. I can never lose Tessa, not after the feelings I just experienced because of her. I am irrevocably in love with Tessa Young.
