(Major trigger warning)
*Lana's POV*
"How you been?" He asked, a slur to his voice.
Great. He's drunk. I can't do this.
I rolled my eyes and scoffed and then started walking again, turning away from him.
How have I been? Not great thanks to you!
I went to press play on my music again but he started to drive slowly beside me and shout out the window.
"Come on Lana! I just wanna talk!"
I don't know if I'm more scared or angry. I'm too many feelings right now. What do I even say.
"What do you want Billy?" I turned and shouted back at him. My heart would've been beating a thousand miles an hour if not for the Xanax.
"I wanna talk! I miss you!"
I miss you. God those words hurt to hear. I've missed him so much. But why? I know he's awful. I know he doesn't respect me.
Why do I do this to myself?
I can't let myself fall for it again. Fuck him.
"Go home, you're too drunk to be driving." I groaned and quickened my pace, pressing play on my earphones.
Just ignore him. Robin's is like fifteen minutes away. You can do it.
I was walking about a minute until he sped off, making me breathe a heavy sigh of relief.
I've been so scared of this moment. But I dealt with it pretty well.
Well done Lana.
Do another Xan to reward yourself.
Good idea.
Grinning at myself, I dug around in my bag until I found the metal tin and then quickly took a pill out and swallowed it, not needing a drink to wash it down but wishing I had one.
I was only walking another minute until I saw headlights coming fast down the road towards me.
Guess he's not going home then.
As I thought he was about to pass me, he suddenly slammed on the breaks, making a loud screech erupt from the tires I could hear even over my music.
Shit.
I suddenly regret taking that other Xan.
I quickly pulled out my earphones as he jumped out the car and stumbled towards me, smiling but clearly frantic.
"Come on Lana! Let's catch up!" He slurred with a grin.
For fucks sake.
"No Billy. You're drunk." I sighed, trying not to look too much at him.
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Hurt - Eddie Munson
Fanfiction"He knew that she had changed since they were kids, obviously, and he knew that she must've got herself involved in some bad shit to have ran away with Billy, but he wasn't expecting such a dark eyed, tiny, slumped, girl to come out of that trailer...
